simonesleeps

I am, me… and that, is just fine.

I am ambitious, but lazy. I love to give, but hate people who take things for granted. I used to love and love used me. I liked it. I wanted more.

I’m never home, but never go out. I need my friends but hate my need. I am calm and short tempered. I make music ’til my ears bleed, twisting strings and strands until I devour my own soul. And, i like it that way.

I bottle things up, yet throw up daily. Mentally, not manually. I am not anorexic. I am not okay.

I care too much, but couldn’t care less.

I love the ocean, but fear animals. I am full of life if im not feeling empty. I am shallow and deep, just swim between the flags.

I love photography but dont take my photo. I crave attention but cant stand the spotlight. I am successful given my youth, yet dont act my age. I never forget but can’t find my keys. I quit smoking then started again. I don’t know why, I don’t think it matters either.

I adore my family but they get on my nerves.

I like the sound of wet gravel beneath shoe. I like food but hate pizza. I am bitter. I am kind. I am mean. I am fun. I am truth. I am simple.

I’m small but I’m big.

I am cold even though its summer, I write but dont read. I am not smart, but I am not stupid.

I am me, and that is just fine..