Like a forest without trees my heart feels no thing but the cold wind of deception as it blows through the void where my happiness used to grow…
Tell me who you really are so that I can understand how you became the incubus of my love… masquerading in my mind with your veil of con-passion.
Yes …. I am to blame also, for I wanted you for so many selfish reasons…. alas they were not real, yet they tantalised me!
I could have sworn that I felt your soul loving me…. just for a moment in an imagined concept of time.
I heard your heartbeat in my dreams.
I adored you.
My body became transparent… I felt so surreal under your hand… your touch ignited every part of me until I lost all reason.
I was wasted within my womanhood for you took me to where the universe hides the secret that is passion.
Your body was my eternal resting place… for I died in your arms.
Every time my soul lay naked while you tranceded me into the center of you.
I I remember thinking “I am she who is loved beyond all women…. I am all women to my lover”. But, I wasn’t looking.
I was blinded by your smile. A smile which was the dawn in my everyday. But as the closing of the day see’s the sun dissapear into the darkness, my sadness sets sail on the dark wind of silent grief as I let you go…
Where are you now?
I can feel you thinking you know…
Do you still inhale my scent from your pillow?
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