do i mean nothing to you?
what is the point of telling you anything
you never listen to me
you only hear the bad, the worst
but the good news?
you don’t care for them at all
why?
am i nothing to you
can’t you understand me
can’t you try, at least
do i mean nothing to you?
why can’t you feel happy for me?
i fought hard on my own
i’m slowly reaching my goals
accomplishing them slowly
but why…
why do you feel nothing for me?
uploaded this a few days ago actually.. just didn’t have it published till now.. you know.. that feeling.. when you’ve accomplished something, but no one seems to give a damn? it feels like sorta.. like having acid pouring out of my heart instead of blood.. running through my veins, burning me from the inside.. tears.. tears burn my eyes.. so much, it’s as if i’m crying blood..
how can i not turn into a hermit? if i retreat from people.. maybe i won’t need them so much. i won’t care for them. then i won’t feel pain if they never care or love or feel happy for me, hey?
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frozenfa
i am soooo emo~ ^ _ ^“
Karin Taylor
Oh fa my friend
I don’t have words….
But know how proud I am of you always
This is a beautiful tee
Xxx
silentcries replied
thank you, Karin~ i think my mood’s been like a roller coaster.. am feeling sad again today.. but am going shopping with Sinli tomorrow, i think i’ll feel better soon.. got a wedding fuct to attend on Sun.. then a webbie to design.. oh man..
AngelArtiste
I know how you feel
silentcries replied
thank you, Angela~
barnsis
Great new pose, excellent t-shirt, such a strong emotional figure, very well done.
silentcries replied
thank you, byron! glad you like.. hugs~ X)
udonchow
So real and unpretentious is this tee….just like you, Fa! Dont be discouraged, you have already come this far…for yourself and for your loved ones, dont give in to the negative thoughts, cheering you on, you will be right on track soon,I’M SURE!! :D
silentcries replied
awww.. thank you, Ellen.. am having mixed thoughts… for my loves ones… hmmm.. problem is they are the one who make me feel like this.. ah.. oh well, for myself then!
Vestque
Beautiful shirt, Love the lighting!
silentcries replied
thank you, Vestque!! somehow the gradient manage to make it look like there’s lighting effect hey? lucky me! XD
yanmos
very beautiful tee!!!
silentcries replied
nyaaa~ thank you, Yannis! XD
Lilla
none so blind as those who do not wish to see rite?
I share your frame of mind on this one you just dispayed it much better than i ever could!
love it!
silentcries replied
awww.. thank you, Lilla.. hugs~
Pneuma
Persevere ;)
silentcries replied
will do that, Pneu!! hugs~
CateTownsend
I can cry with you, I understand you so much. My family have long gone, but the legacy that they left stays with me. It’s so hard to believe in myself when no one ever did. Fa this is a wonderful design yet again I love the effect, you portray how you are feeling so well.
It’s probably because they feel so bad in themselves that they want to make you feel bad. I know that doesn’t help in what they are doing to you, but it is in understanding that we can make changes.
Hey guess what I approached two design houses and both love my work and want to take on a portfolio. Even after the first one was so positive and loving my stuff I still felt so nervous about going to the second one. I really don’t know what it will take to believe in me?? Fa, so much damage has been done by my parents. Having you guys encourage me helps heaps and I know that must be the same with you. Just know that we all love you and are so proud of you Fa. Much love Cate xxoo
GLAMAZON
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CazzieCreations
Fa my Friend !! wow I have felt this and fell this way alot too!! families huh You rock my friend (((((((((((huggles))))))))))))))) xoxoxo
Adam Gormley
This makes a brilliant T, very well done! :)