Schism

Gregory John O'Flaherty

Schism

I watched Glenn Close and her sister talking about mental illness awareness, on Good Morning America, this morning..
My experience is tell anyone and you will never be treated the same again. If you are missdiagnosed, and the diagnosis is changed from Schizophrenia to Post Traumatic Stress, you will be treated the same. Family and friends will not be the same. The only people who don’t seem to treat you different are those with a mental health diagnosis.
My best friend has Schizophrenia, and has a Bachalor of Fine Arts, a Dip Ed Degree and Degree in Education for Disfunctional children, a wonderful loving person, who because of the stigma of mental illness works as a car detailer. His education and talent wasted. No encouragement from the authorities only more stigma.
I, through 10 years of service in a government bank earnt a, Unratified, Degree in Political Science/ Finance, and have unfinished studies in Electronic Engineering and Computer science, but I get treated like an illiterate and am not taken seriously by anyone who knows I have a mental health issue.

Tell anyone you have schizophrenia and it is them that get paranoid.
I have never had an auditory hallucination. Most schizophrenics don’t.

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Schism

Tell a friend
You have schizophrenia
And your friendship will end
Tell truth and be seen the liar

Tell your employer
You will be looking for a job
Whether you are a banker or a lawyer
Dress well or are a slob

Talk about Nikola Tesla
And the self sustaining electric dynamo
The economics of the corporate liar
You will be treated as if you wouldn’t know

Don’t listen to him he is mad
Thinks he knows how sad

Tell the world
Your life in a play or a sonnet
They will treat you the fraud
Knowing a schitzo could not write it

Tell the one you love
You take medication for your thought
They will no longer hold you there above
Everything you say doubted no matter what you’re taught

Talk about life and politics
And it would all have to be delusion
Only the imaginary the mind of schizophrenics
All phantoms and endless confusion

Don’t believe a thing they say
It is all the voices at play

Tell a friend
All your love and thought
And a friend will not bend
Their love for ever brought

Tell a friend
You have a mental illness
And see that friendship end
Another lost to an imagined mess

Talk about true reality
And no matter the evidence seen
You will always need psychiatry
And your experiences will never have been

Don’t you know that could not be
Even if you have the scars to see

Tell a friend
Or go telling anyone at all
Is like seeing your life end
And even brother hood will fall

Tell anyone you will see
No matter your qualifications or intellect
It is the last time you will ever be
Treated the same your life is wrecked

Talk again with any authority
And it will be never taken as true
Ending all relationships and prosperity
Speak the truth and you will be blue

Did you hear what they say of him
Will be the truth of you how grim.

5.09am Australian EDST
22nd October 2009
copyright Gregory John O’Flaherty

  • Trenchtownrock

    Trenchtownrock

    You always write the truth in your words my friend..the way the world is ugly at times but and you manage to rip away the layers and expose the ugliness..nice work.

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Chris … It needs a bit of a strip back and exposure some times !! Appreciated as always !!

  • [l1|\|70|\| 7\|r33 KMA

    [l1|\|70|\| 7\...

    Brilliant writing. Yeah I have had friends stab me in the back making out I’m a “nutter” and I don’t even have psychosis!

    Most people are too ignorant to handle the truth responsibly- treat it like a dangerous weapon and only let people you REALLY trust handle it.

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Too late… the whole world knows… Maybe I should write about Tesla and the self sustaining electric dynamo under a pen name then they might believe my teachers…
    Thanks Richard !!

  • Tom Broderick IPA

    Tom Broderick IPA

    great peace of work greg. tom

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Tom !! xoxox

  • Cee Neuner

    Cee Neuner

    Awesome. Brilliant and unfortunately so true…..

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Cee !!

  • charliethetramp

    charliethetramp

    i wouldn`t trust a psychiatrist `s diagnosis at all,they like to label things,and seem to constantly refer to text books
    .but you are right there is definately a stigma attached to mental illness
    which is probably caused by fear and ignorance
    i don`t not what the answer is maybe don`t tell people to your sure open minded enough to understand the condition
    and as for truth it seems to have an ambient nature
    interesting and brave piece of writing you deserve credit for it

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Charlie. I don’t know what the answer is either. I do know that different psychiatrist will give a different diagnosis if they are not aware of the one you have been given.. Thanks appreciated.

  • Ty Beach

    Ty Beach

    a sad truth.. but …. I think you should be diagnosed as gifted :)

  • Gregory John O... replied

    :-) Thanks Ty.. You are wonderful !!

  • Anne Staub

    Anne Staub

    Not relating to me but I’m very close to Stuart and admire his ongoing work against discrimination and stigma – click here

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Anne, and thanks for the link !!

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Anne, that was too true. Schizophrenics are more likely to be the victims of violence than to be violent…....

  • autumnwind

    autumnwind

    look, sadly most people suck. they care about one thing themselves. ok, that is my evil twin sister who has learned lessons hard. I say, those friends you lost, were not worth keeping and there are some who will respect, love and appreciate you just the way you are. they are keepers, and they are around. you have my heart. big hugs, shar xoxoxo

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Shar xoxooxox !!!!!!

  • raymondoantonio

    raymondoantonio

    THE TRUTH IS IN YOU GREGORY!! TELL IT LIKE IT IS AND REAL FRIENDS WILL UNDERSTAND AND APPRECIATE YOU!!! POWERFUL WRITING!! TESLA WAS A GENIUS!!
    ELECTRIC-CARS NOW!! AND WE WON’T FORGET HELEN BASCOM!!!

  • Gregory John O... replied

    LOL !! Got an email from Helen, might write Peter Styles another two or three !! Thanks Raymondo !!

  • funkyfacestudio

    funkyfacestudio

    There is too much love to share in this world and too many things we all share in common to spend it in fear of the what if’s and the stereotypes….......xo

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks funkyface , I agree !1 xoxox

  • exposedbutloved

    exposedbutloved

    its so true and i hate it. mental illness has such a stigma that just isnt fair…
    i havent been diagnosed with anything as serious as schitzophrenia but even so i have been type casted for the label of mentally ill.

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks exposedbutloved…. I try not to let it get to me, and would prefer to tell someone than have someone else tell them whatever they like….

  • hsien-ku

    hsien-ku

    a psychiatrist once told me, in all sincerity, that creativity was in itself a mental illness – and that many of history’s great philosophers (sartre, nietzsche, schopenhauer) would today be classified as mentally ill. but, even accepting the validity of the term, society attaches stigma to those so designated because it is told to. this way anyone who expresses uncomfortable ideas, anti-authoritarian ideas, can be labeled mentally ill – a term designed to strip their words of any legitimacy . . . a form of propaganda that predates even machiavelli. those we once called visionaries we now call schizophrenic . . . not always, but often.

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Too true, most of the people I have met that have a label of schizophrenia have been highly articulate and creative people, far more analitical and critical of society than those who are “normal”. It would appear that if you go along with the powers that be you will never have issues with the authorities, but if you question or critise you are more than likely to be sedated and labelled…. maybe I am being a bit critical and over stating, ...

  • Gary Lee Parker

    Gary Lee Parker

    Gregory, this is eye opening, though I’ve known it to be true. It’s equally true of other issues as well. Thank you for opening your soul and sharing your experience. Deeply moving…

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Gary, appreciated…. I think people should be honest about this issue..

  • Anne Staub

    Anne Staub

    If you compare the actual amount of violence linked to schizo. with the amount of domestic violence for instance (due to other mental health issues, alcohol abuse and in some parts of the world, just tolerated), it’s rather ludicrous and due to stigma and nothing else….

  • Anne Staub

    Anne Staub

    Creative minds: the links between mental illness and creativity:http://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/features/creative-minds-the-links-between-mental-illness-and-creativity-1678929.html

  • Anne Staub
  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Anne, for the comment ( wholly true ) and the link – great read !! xoxox

  • Tony Ryan

    Tony Ryan

    I feel that some and perhaps many of the mentally ill have a gift to feel life deeper than most. However because life and people in general are non transparent this gift becomes more a cross to bear. If people/society were honest about their weakness and fears those with the ability to sense the deepest would not be so hurt by life. So for my own mental health I trust all of my emotions, even the out of control ones, and search for reason and stability. When all is said and done I think that the accepted material world is crazy. However it seems to be only those most sensitive who are troubled by this society insanity.

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Thanks Tony, I agree with your comment.. It seems strange that most medications for any mental health issue are simply sedatives that leave you with no emotions, and they call that normal !!

  • Tony Ryan

    Tony Ryan

    Hi Gregory,

    Couldn’t agree more. I see that authority seems to prefer to sedate the sensitive rather than embrace the wisdom that their sensitivity gives them access to. Having said this we as sensitive people still have a choice to go deep inside our own emotions for our own truth and stability. If we do we will gain access to a wisdom that will most likely create a new and more transparent authority.

  • Gregory John O... replied

    Let’s hope so, Tony !!!

  • AngelMay

    AngelMay

    Albert Einstein said, “imagination is more important than knowledge”. Does that mean anyone who has a mental illness is more important than the psychiatrists that diagnose them???

  • Gregory John O... replied

    :-) I often think the only reason doctors become psychiatrists is to protect themselves from being diagnosed…

  • Cassidy JK (Ra Or Emraeh)

    Cassidy JK (Ra...

    Sheer brilliance!

  • Gregory John O... replied

    :-) Thanks Cassidy !! very humbling and flattering !! Appreciated !!!!

  • AngelMay

    AngelMay

    That is a very interesting thought!

  • Gregory John O... replied

    My head is ful of thoughts like that :-)

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