His love is bitter betrayal
A dagger to my heart
It haunts me
Ravages my core
I feel unseen
Unheard
Though everything to him
In his world
Why do I feel I cannot have him
Completely?
He is mine and
Mine alone
They profess their love to him
And he to them
If I cannot have him
Completely
I feel I cannot live
They cannot leave my world
If I cannot leave mine
To the end
Is the only option
Away from the torment
I am under
To disappear;
Vanish
If only I could bleed
The life from me
Be rid of the torture
I place myself
Under
He will not leave them
Yet he will not let me
Die
I am trapped in
Misery
Until my
Death
A burden to his heart,
Am I?
Am I to break his heart?
Whispers of warm gentle
Tears
I do not wish to hurt him
I do not wish to live
If I can sink the blade
Just long enough
Just deep enough
To be free
From the everlasting sorrow
That I am deserved