Musical Insomnia

It is hard..
I am used to lay my soul on images..
on other´s dreams…
and interpret..
translate..
protect my identity..
from the distance of thoughts..
self-made.
Colours.. shapes… movemente of lines
expressions..
and join in them..
in a dance of renovation…
communion
and then..
I say..
I am going to write..
out of the trembling white screen
I shiver..
Nothing is there..
except my vacuum look…
into …
a desire.
Mute..
out of my dream..
insommia….
deaf and blind..
craddling my senses..
into my heart.

I play the music within..
balsamic…
co-related with pulsing distances.
Then… I was…
When I was..
What I had…
Now… I am lost.

Have you ever noticed..
that the music played in the heart..
moves Time like…
long time distance dead stars?
Am I here…. pulsing with it?
Or is it just..
an echo ..
of my lost….
human star dust?

And then…
words pulse…
beat…. move..
accent…stress….
cut… stop..
Time and Life… and Soul.
They write in shades and tones…
the story…of my eternal ghosts.
Rosa

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State of the Soul while trying to extract inspiration a-new from the whitness of the computer screen… submmited the moment to a desire.. simple… a breathing desire.

Tags

communion, desire, insomnia, music, pulse, screen, sheet, vacuum, white

Comments

  • helene ruiz
    helene ruizover 6 years ago

    love this

  • Hi Helene….
    I wish you the best and thank you for your presence here….
    Have a warm hug.
    Rosa

    – RosaCobos

  • Andyinwriting
    Andyinwritingover 6 years ago

    I can relate totally

  • Hi Andy….
    In case I had not seen your presence…I am sorry.
    Thank you so much for your kind presence.
    Rosa

    – RosaCobos

  • MayaStorm
    MayaStormover 5 years ago

    your words resonated in me – thank you for sharing

  • I excuse… for not having seen your entry before…I feel happy and thankful for your hearty sharing….glad to have served for your soul-resonance.
    Rosa

    – RosaCobos

  • Stuart Thorpe
    Stuart Thorpeover 4 years ago

    ‘my lost human star dust’………I love that. This is a beautiful piece.

  • FayGaladriel
    FayGaladrielover 4 years ago

    beautiful indeed Rosa. x

  • autumnwind
    autumnwindover 4 years ago

    Oh Rosa, I love your work. So beyond beautiful. You deserve (always) a better comment than I can give. xoxoxo

  • David A. Everitt (aka silverstrummer)
    David A. Everi...over 4 years ago

    As always your words are soulful and pure and beautifully written
    I can relate and feel the overtones to this
    the story…of my eternal ghosts
    Musical Insomnia a great title too!
    Hugs to you dear Rosa – David

  • umbra
    umbraover 4 years ago

    indeed well executed…
    namaste

  • MissingYou
    MissingYouover 4 years ago

    wow…..this is so moving….I so love your music:)

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