ripinamberlost

Deeper in my skin
Farther past my eyes
Stretching into the deepest part
The most secret of my heart
Where all myself lies
Why would you want to see it
This ugliness of myne
What would you do with it?
It should be buried to your eyes
Stop trying to keep it alive
When my insides have consumed it up
Hidden in my soul from life
Pondered but never shared
Things you will never know
With that knife you cut away
Screaming in my face
Ripping away all my skin
Sucking all my blood
Washing my veins empty
You overwhelm me lyke a flood
My bones break under you
My eyes go blind with your sight
I feel numb in your presence
You fight me with your hands
You push me down with your words
My soul is drowned in your hate
You follow me when i step in the dark
You haunt me as though you knoe my fate
I could be so free when your apart
Yet you keep digging
Digging my insides out
You keep tearing me apart.
Lusting my secrets
Scraping out my past
Leaving me hopeless
Your goal at last

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I fade when i see you.
I feel my soul melting.
You dont appreciate me.
You dont see me.
You cant hear me cry.
You dont care if i die.
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