UPDATE – unfortunately the treatment with Venlafaxine didn’t work out ,
but it doesn’t mean my journey came to an end !
Life Continues !!!
Although my anxiety disorder is painful and terrible like hell
it taught many things about life:
How to face my problems and to never give up.
it made appreciate people and get close to them.
it made me appreciate all those small things in our life that seems so obvious.
and it shows me how strong i am , and what i’m ABLE to do.
now days im almost completely won it .
and i am not regret having it , because it changed me so much , made me much more stronger.
this art contain a pulse sketch to show my heart reaction to fear , hanging rope to show my most hard and sad times when i wanted to give up , heart, butterflies and a flower to show my overcoming progress and the beautiful things i’ve learned and as a symbol for the people who stand beside me.
it also have a chemical structure of Venlafaxine , chronic medicine given for treatment for anxiety disorders and depression.
for getting that amazing medicine which can change my life for the best i had to pass a hard half month of withdrawal from my previous medicine .
i didnt gave up – and look at me now – I MADE IT !!