Done
Sometimes It’s just best to be moving on.
Know that Im tired of fighting and ready to run, Know that I don’t blame god, That I blame you
Left broken back and all, staring at the static on my television set, The only noise from this void of nothing,
Know that Sometimes you dont go to the other side of the fence because the grass is greener,
Sometimes you go because its more wilted, Some of us like it there, The dying and broken hearted are honest,
Know that I don’t thank you for a damn thing you’ve done, And I regret ever saying I did,
When times cried for your tears of sympathy and extended for your helping hands, You held back,
Know that my fists, permanently shaking with anger, Are a result of your hypocrisy and bullshit,
The pulsing veins, visible at all hours, Turned blue and purple, Punched out walls, Visuals of your faces,
Know that I’ll never seen you again, That your wishes of return and your best of lucks, are wasted
That my voice will never ring off your ears, And my features never impressed upon your pupils,
Know that I hate you, That one day I hope I stand above your gravestones, With my back straight and shoulders firm,
Peering down at empty shells of bone, Gutless and heartless wrenches, No different than the living form of their owners,
Know that this is goodbye, That this is spilled senses running from the crown of my skull to the point of my lower mandible,
That this is twenty years of faded memories, turned black, That I’ve forgotten your names and your faces,
That You are nothing more than specs on the horizon and Im never going back down again,
That I’m finished , The sun has set, And I’ve disappeared.
Know the feeling of a spinning world, cascading emotions upon weathered stones, That when I close my eyes at night, I sleep.
gerrardt
Oh wow!!! this is awesomely focused angst..so well written—-i identified with certain lines so well in fact, that i burst out in laughter that another human being feels so much the same as myself!!!!! Bravo for your honesty!!! Bravo for the unleashing of this burden of pain brought so unnecessarily upon your innocence by the sick people you speak of…Bravo for being YOU!
Retroeight replied
I’m glad you liked it =)
Thank you very much for reading and commenting! It is nice to know feelings are shared =)
misfit1965
Wow! I know so cliched. But you have such honesty, and such depth in your writing. You give so much to the people who read it. You put so much of yourself in it. You are a joy to read, even when you are sad, I really appreciate your honest feeling put brilliantly to prose. You have a voice that touches other broken hearts. You’re a great writer, I can’t stress that enough.
Retroeight replied
Thank you =)