A rant
I’ve heard I’m:
Dark,
Cynical,
Emo,
Depressed,
Suicidal,
Angry,
Full of regret,
Sorrowful,
Void,
Distant,
Shy,
Anti-social,
Un-enthusiastic,
Unable to love,
Emotionless,
Fire filled,
A demon,
A dog,
A piece of shit,
A failure,
A loser,
A maggot,
and worthless.
But you know what, I’m not any of this.
I am this beaming ray of light,
I just have an odd way of showing you it,
See most of these people,
They expect me to just be so friendly,
And so talkative,
But I ask, About what? Fuck.
I have nothing to say,
I don’t watch sports,
I don’t go out,
I don’t do that type of shit.
See I can’t talk to most people, Because my brain doenst work like theirs,
My brain constantly questions, Everything, And then questions the answers,
So if you want to ponder the meaning of life, And the chances of a greater existance outside this realm of living;
I’ll be willing to talk, But otherwise, Fuck who won the baseball game. I don’t care.
gerrardt
yes…i understand…i have a similar mind as you do. My friend Bernie once told me “The masses are asses” and “a clerk is a jerk” and he has all kind of interesting quips that make me laugh off the stupidity of the human sheep.
misfit1965
You are a ray of light. I know I could care less about sports. I like the philosophical and theological questions. We all feel regret, anger, depressed, distant, anti-social, shy, like failures, emotional, dark, and the rest from time to time, because we’re human. That makes us human, the good and bad feelings. Bad feelings make us appreciate the good feelings all the more. You’ve got an interesting mind, intelligent and thoughtful. You are a beautiful person.