The Child Without

Always a threat in the words that were spoken
No love ever given, in a touch or a token
No band-aid or kisses, to feel well again,
it was actually kisses causing the pain

No childish games, memories or laughter
No little girl’s things, to remember years after
Not learning the skills to be a good mother,
only knowing the ways, to hurt one another

Now that it’s time, to throw my past in the bin
Try to get in touch with The Child Within
Help her to see what real love is about
but now, I can see she was…
……………….The Child Without !

© RebeccaWeston 2010


When you go to therapy or counselling they try to teach you to get in touch with your Inner Child …. what I realised was that I needed to recognise and acknowledge that my Inner Child went without !!

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Most of my writing is auto-biographical.
I wrote to rid myself of the ‘rubbish’ in my life, I found it extremely cathartic. I called these early pieces “C’est le Vie!”
For many years I hid them away until a dear friend on RB convinced me to publish them here – for that I will always be so grateful.

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Comments

  • Elucidate
    Elucidateabout 5 years ago

    oh, the second stanza is beautifully emotive.
    great work, rebecca.

  • Thank you so much Jordan… I appreciate your kind feedback.. XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • kevinmawson
    kevinmawsonabout 5 years ago

    A good read Becca! this is sad but that little girl is bubbling with love inside and she is showing the world that children need to be shown and feel love!

    km.

  • Thank you Kevin.. your words are always so kind – thanks XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • Cervantes
    Cervantesabout 5 years ago

    my heart….the beautiful woman has all the child did not…..brave and honest. xxxxx

  • Ah, thank you so much… XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • Yvonne Churchley
    Yvonne Churchleyabout 5 years ago

    A beautiful and heartfelt write
    The child may of been without but the lady most certainly is not x

  • What a wonderful thing to say.. you certainly know how to make someone feel very cared for {{HUG}} XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • Mary Campbell
    Mary Campbellabout 5 years ago

    Very touching poem, and traumatic for the child growing up in such an environment, it takes a lot of courage, understanding and forgiveness to move past that kind of abuse.

  • Thank you Mary…..when the kind people (such as yourself) here on RB are so encouraging, it makes it easy to write about the “nastiness”…..it’s so cathartic – Thank you XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • Trenchtownrock
    Trenchtownrockabout 5 years ago

    A wonderful write that connects with the heart…good work Becca.

  • Thank you Chris….praise indeed coming from you XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • bazen
    bazenabout 5 years ago

    stunningly beautiful / tragic reality / there are many crosses to bear in this life fortunately some
    are able to turn these experiences into great beauty/thank you for that:)))xx

  • Baz.. I love your comments.. you always say just the right thing…..thank you XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • Tomi10
    Tomi10about 5 years ago

    very strong, very emotional. All we can do is learn from the past to not repeat the same mistakes. xxoo

  • Because of things getting reported much more and children being able to talk about things which are troubling them, more easily these days, hopefully any kind of abuse of children will begin to diminish – thanks Thomas !! XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • MissingYou
    MissingYouabout 5 years ago

    Oh I so feel this…it hurts…a child is a gift and it is such a sorrow that so many do not treasure this gift…..

  • I agree….a childhood stolen can never, ever be returned, replaced or regained in any way. {HUG} for you Robin X
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • bluewhite
    bluewhiteabout 5 years ago

    So true. So sad. So redeemed.

  • Many thanks….. I was just having a moment !! XX
    Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

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