A child, grown up with
visions of vileness
Parents hid visions
of sex from me
There’s something
they didn’t know.
I had been

© RebeccaWeston 2010

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All ye who enter here… worry not… all is well X
Posted 28th Jan 2010

Featured by C.O.R.E ~ 17th Nov 2010
Featured by Anger Management ~ 22nd Nov 2010


child abuse, pornography, child pornography, sex, parents, child, visions

Most of my writing is auto-biographical.
I wrote to rid myself of the ‘rubbish’ in my life, I found it extremely cathartic. I called these early pieces “C’est le Vie!”
For many years I hid them away until a dear friend on RB convinced me to publish them here – for that I will always be so grateful.

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  • bazen
    bazenover 4 years ago

    beautiful,sad and deep rebecca now something please of erotic delight and lightheartedness
    go on you can do it!!:)))xx

  • Sorry…. that has been kicking around for a while and just had to get it out… !! lol Lightheartedness coming soon !! XX

    – RebeccaWeston

  • autumnwind
    autumnwindover 4 years ago

    Oh Becca, this is so disturbing. Such a powerful, upsetting write. Hope all is well. love and hugs, shar xoxoxo

  • Hi Shar, sorry to worry you, I’m ok…. there are just a couple of those yukky ones to ‘shift’… you know what I mean…… Loved he hugs though, thanks my darling XX

    – RebeccaWeston

  • bazen
    bazenover 4 years ago

    dear rebecca I see already you have moved autumnwind in the same way you did me/
    forget the lightheartedness on my regard/and go with the flow your last two poems are really GREAT!! embrace past injustice it makes you who you are and we would’nt want anyone elce!!

  • Thank you for your kind and thoughtful words, I know it’s cos you care {hug} XX

    – RebeccaWeston

  • frogster
    frogsterover 4 years ago

    Very powerful Becca and hope the writing helps.

  • Yes thank you Larry, all totally cathartic, it’s you poor people who have to put up with it – sorry.. XX Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • bluewhite
    bluewhiteover 4 years ago

    No more! What was, lingers always at some level. Hope writing this helps.

  • Yes thank you my dear friend… to leave it where it has been hiding all these years is to deny it… that’s not good for healing….so now I’m healing thanks to you XX Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • JRGarland
    JRGarlandover 4 years ago

    Very powerful indeed. I too hope this helps!

  • …… and I thank you, also, for all the listening/reading/commenting you have done to help me on my path …. thank you JR XX Becca

    – RebeccaWeston

  • Tomi10
    Tomi10over 4 years ago

    A great write Becca and glad to ‘see’ you. I have missed you…. now look forward to reading some more of your wonderful work. xoxo

  • Hello Tom ! Glad to be back, for however long it may be this time !?! lol
    You do say the nicest things… Thanks babe XX

    – RebeccaWeston

  • Rikki Woods
    Rikki Woodsover 4 years ago

    Amazing emotional, bone chilling.

  • Rikki thank you so very much for stopping by and commenting on my work, I appreciate it XX

    – RebeccaWeston

  • coppertrees
    coppertreesover 3 years ago

    Sometimes you need to put it out, then it is lighter..Stepping out of the dark is a strong and powerful move.

  • Thank you for your kind words Vickie.. Posting my writing on RB has been a wonderful help to me. Thanks for the much appreciated hug too!! XX

    – RebeccaWeston

  • eon .
    eon .over 3 years ago

    Shadows are made by the light " – ))

  • Thank you for your lovely words too Mr Hook… very much appreciated XX

    – RebeccaWeston

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