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Black Widow

I’m so tired
Of the bullshit you put me through.

Dragging me through the mud.
Like a sarcastic puppeteer.

Are you fucking serious?
Who gave you the fucking right to treat me like this?

I didn’t realize that with the title of best friend came the powers of God.
But you know,
What the hell does a stupid girl like me ever really know?

I sure as fuck didn’t know a bitter cunt from a true friend.
But hey,
That’s life right?

Live and learn.
Or is it live and die?

Cause according to your watch, i’ve dropped dead.
And you didn’t even come to the funeral.
A shame, really,
They served those mini-sandwhiches you like.
Ah well.
There’s always next time.
Right?

I mean,
Afterall,
There have been alot of funerals that you have turned your back on.
Alot of people who bit the bullet.
But you’re way too full of it,
To shut up and sit,
Through 5 minutes of their bodies being lowered into the burial pit.

Hell.
There’s always next time.
Right?

Heaven knows the world is full,
Of pathetic insects,
That you can suck,
And swallow,
And spit back up.
The world is full of people like me.

But guess what bitch.
Death has made me stronger.
And you forget,
While i was roiling around inside you acidic belly,
I learned you.
Found your iron clad armour.
Discovered your Achillies Heel.
Oh,
And don’t think i disregarded a phobia such as yours.
And what a phobia it is.

Eight legs.
Dozens of eyes.
Fangs.

Hehe. What a silly thing for you to be afriad of.
But i took note, no matter.

And just guess what i have come back as.
Oh that’s right, my dear.
Open your eyes and admire my smooth black lines.
The bulging feminine bodice.
The blood red mark of demise that tattoos my back.

So get ready bitch.
Cause death has made me stronger.
And i have been reborn.
With eight legs.
Dozens of eyes.
Fangs.

I’m back.
And i’m Black Widow.

Welcome to the next funeral.

It’s yours.

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A best friend who turned her back on me. i figured this was the healthiest way to vent and not be immature and bitch and blow up in her face.

Comments

  • navybrat
    navybratalmost 6 years ago

    well written!!

  • dogpriest
    dogpriestalmost 6 years ago

    Best way to let it out,
    nice job rayy, well done!!

    dogpriest ; )

  • lilylive
    lilylivealmost 6 years ago

    gets to that point, doesn’t it? i had a dream recently that i went into a room and all these tiny baby spiders were hanging down from a web from the roof, hundreds of them.. ack.. you wrote this really well, lotta angst, enjoyed ~lily

  • rayy
    rayyalmost 6 years ago

    thanks navybrat. it was more raw emotion than style. lol.

  • rayy
    rayyalmost 6 years ago

    thanks dogpriest. i appreciate it.

  • rayy
    rayyalmost 6 years ago

    wow. sorry about the dream, lilly. and yes, there was alot of hostility when i wrote this poem. but i’m pleased you liked it. thank you.

  • markgb
    markgbalmost 6 years ago

    JFC! This is awesome! Fucking bloody awesome!
    Anger is such a weapon ain’t the bastard?!!

    Live and learn.
    Or is it live and die?
    Cause according to your watch, i’ve dropped dead.
    And you didn’t even come to the funeral.
    A shame, really,
    They served those mini-sandwhiches you like.
    I laughed out loud at that last line. Brilliant how you sandwiched it (excuse the pun) into the firey flow.

    Truth is that I’ve always hated spiders, so-much-so that I don’t even like saying the word. After this though, I may have to evaluate that. ; )
    FAV!

  • jetsta42
    jetsta42almost 6 years ago

    ouch!
    loved the last paragraph

  • Erazed
    Erazedalmost 6 years ago

    “stands up and applauds” bravo bravo,
    you know i support you always
    and my opinion about the whole thing :)
    stay strong sexy

  • rayy
    rayyalmost 6 years ago

    HAHA. thanks mark. i’m pleased i could change ur mind about spiders. lovely creatures they are, indeed. and i was in a very bitter sarcastic mood. haha. i’m pleased you like it. thanks for the fav.

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