I’m so tired
Of the bullshit you put me through.
Dragging me through the mud.
Like a sarcastic puppeteer.
Are you fucking serious?
Who gave you the fucking right to treat me like this?
I didn’t realize that with the title of best friend came the powers of God.
But you know,
What the hell does a stupid girl like me ever really know?
I sure as fuck didn’t know a bitter cunt from a true friend.
But hey,
That’s life right?
Live and learn.
Or is it live and die?
Cause according to your watch, i’ve dropped dead.
And you didn’t even come to the funeral.
A shame, really,
They served those mini-sandwhiches you like.
Ah well.
There’s always next time.
Right?
I mean,
Afterall,
There have been alot of funerals that you have turned your back on.
Alot of people who bit the bullet.
But you’re way too full of it,
To shut up and sit,
Through 5 minutes of their bodies being lowered into the burial pit.
Hell.
There’s always next time.
Right?
Heaven knows the world is full,
Of pathetic insects,
That you can suck,
And swallow,
And spit back up.
The world is full of people like me.
But guess what bitch.
Death has made me stronger.
And you forget,
While i was roiling around inside you acidic belly,
I learned you.
Found your iron clad armour.
Discovered your Achillies Heel.
Oh,
And don’t think i disregarded a phobia such as yours.
And what a phobia it is.
Eight legs.
Dozens of eyes.
Fangs.
Hehe.
What a silly thing for you to be afriad of.
But i took note, no matter.
And just guess what i have come back as.
Oh that’s right, my dear.
Open your eyes and admire my smooth black lines.
The bulging feminine bodice.
The blood red mark of demise that tattoos my back.
So get ready bitch.
Cause death has made me stronger.
And i have been reborn.
With eight legs.
Dozens of eyes.
Fangs.
I’m back.
And i’m Black Widow.
Welcome to the next funeral.
It’s yours.
Black Widow
A best friend who turned her back on me. i figured this was the healthiest way to vent and not be immature and bitch and blow up in her face.
navybrat, about 1 month ago
well written!!
dogpriest, about 1 month ago
Best way to let it out,
nice job rayy, well done!!
dogpriest ; )
lilylive, about 1 month ago
gets to that point, doesn’t it? i had a dream recently that i went into a room and all these tiny baby spiders were hanging down from a web from the roof, hundreds of them.. ack.. you wrote this really well, lotta angst, enjoyed ~lily
rayy, about 1 month ago
thanks navybrat. it was more raw emotion than style. lol.
rayy, about 1 month ago
thanks dogpriest. i appreciate it.
rayy, about 1 month ago
wow. sorry about the dream, lilly. and yes, there was alot of hostility when i wrote this poem. but i’m pleased you liked it. thank you.
markgb, about 1 month ago
JFC! This is awesome! Fucking bloody awesome!
Anger is such a weapon ain’t the bastard?!!
Live and learn.Or is it live and die?Cause according to your watch, i’ve dropped dead.And you didn’t even come to the funeral.A shame, really,They served those mini-sandwhiches you like.I laughed out loud at that last line. Brilliant how you sandwiched it (excuse the pun) into the firey flow.
Truth is that I’ve always hated spiders, so-much-so that I don’t even like saying the word. After this though, I may have to evaluate that. ; )
FAV!
Jessica Heidi ..., about 1 month ago
ouch!
loved the last paragraph
Erazed, about 1 month ago
“stands up and applauds” bravo bravo,
you know i support you always
and my opinion about the whole thing :)
stay strong sexy
rayy, about 1 month ago
HAHA. thanks mark. i’m pleased i could change ur mind about spiders. lovely creatures they are, indeed. and i was in a very bitter sarcastic mood. haha. i’m pleased you like it. thanks for the fav.
rayy, about 1 month ago
thanks jessica. i must shamefully admit, it felt good writing it. haha.
rayy, about 1 month ago
haha. thanks chris. but this was BEFORE she went and crossed the line. hmm. i think to write a new one. perhaps slightly more violent.
Medusa, about 1 month ago
WOW!!! This packs a PUNCH!!!
And I love spiders…
Mx
rayy, about 1 month ago
me too. such feminine beings.
thnx for the comment. =)