MY CHURCH

I WAS RAISED ON A DIET OF CATHOLIC GUILT,
FEAR, SHAME, HYPOCRISY AND LIES!

“ BLESS ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED!!
GIVE ME THREE ‘HAIL MARYS’ AND AN ‘OUR FATHER’
AND I’LL BE ON MY WAY TO SIN ANOTHER DAY!! “

YES IT’S THAT EASY!!!

I WATCHED MY PARENTS AND PEERS IN CHURCH
MAKING SANCTIMONIOUS RESPONSES
TO THE SAME TIRED, EMPTY INCANTATIONS
THEY’D HEARD AND REPEATED A THOUSAND SUNDAYS BEFORE.
HOLLOW, HYPOCRITICAL PEOPLE
LIVING IN MORTAL FEAR OF ETERNAL DAMNATION!
LISTENING TO THE SAME OLD HELLFIRE AND BRIMSTONE SERMONS AND ADMONISHMENTS TO THE FAITHFUL.
THEY HAD FAITH!!!
OR SO THEY CLAIMED.
THEY FOLLOWED THE ONE TRUE GOD!
YES, EVERYONE ELSE WAS WRONG AND
ONLY US CATHOLICS WERE GOING TO HEAVEN!!
THE POPE TOLD US SO!!
HE WAS INFALLIBLE!!
BUT I SOON REALISED THAT IT WAS ALL
ONE GREAT, BIG, PATHETIC LIE!!
A LIE WITHIN A LIE AND THE GREATEST LIES
ARE THOSE THAT SPIT FROM THE FOUL MOUTHS OF PRIESTS,
POPES AND VARIOUS RELIGIOUS FANATICS!!

I SEE MORE TRUTH AND SPIRITUALITY
IN THE HUMBLE BUMBLE BEE!
IN THE SWAYING OF A MIGHTY
RED WOOD TREE!
AND EVEN IN THE HONEST TOIL
OF A WORM!

I HAVE MY OWN CHURCH NOW!
MY CHURCH IS THE UNIVERSE!!
MY BIBLE IS WRITTEN ON EVERY LIVING THING
AND ON MOUNTAINS AND STREAMS
AND MY HYMNS ARE THE SWEET BIRD SONGS
AND THE CALL OF THE LEVIATHAN.
I WRITE MY OWN PHILOSOPHY.
I SEARCH FOR MY OWN TRUTH.
I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY OWN ACTIONS.
I AM FREE!!!!

  • kevinmawson

    kevinmawson

    Very well said! AMEN brother!

    km.

  • raymondoantonio replied

    AMEN BROTHER KEVIN!!!

  • annamora

    annamora

    haha ..I think you are therefore very close to how God means you to be Raymondo :)

  • raymondoantonio replied

    AMEN ANNA!!! X

  • janeymac

    janeymac

    Ray I totally agree with you ....my nephew was born a sickly child and was not expected to live more than a few days…..he lived 2 weeks .....on the insistance of my brothers”s mother -in-law that child had to be baptised before he could be buried because “he would to hell” her quote ! my question to her then and now what sin can a dying child make to be denied entry to “heaven” ? and if that is religion count me out! wtf goes on in theirs brains these people make me sick ! sorry Ray….........that last verse is my take on church the birds, trees everything is our cathedral ......cheers Jane x

  • raymondoantonio replied

    TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU JANEY!!! THANX!! XO A GOD OF LOVE SHOULD NOT WORRY ABOUT CEREMONY ME THINKS!

  • H M Bascom

    H M Bascom

    Ah my brother! I too believe in the Universe – the power and energy of all things. :-)

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANK YOU SISTER HELEN OF THE CHURCH OF UNIVERSAL LOVE AND FREEDOM!!! BRAVO!!! XO IT’S THE 21ST CENTURY AND PEOPLE ARE STILL BEING DOMINATED BY PATRIARCHAL POWER STRUCTURES!!!

  • BobbyMon

    BobbyMon

    No such thing as an atheist in a foxhole

  • raymondoantonio replied

    WHAT ABOUT COMMUNISTS AND NAZIS AND HINDUS AND FREE THINKERS AND YES ATHEISTS! I FORGOT…AGNOSTICS….MUSLIMS….......THANX BOBBY!

  • Normaje

    Normaje

    Okay you win, this round, with love…....

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX NORMAJE!!! XO

  • H M Bascom

    H M Bascom

    Hey, you might like THIS LITTLE POEM ;-)

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX HELEN!!

  • Sally Omar

    Sally Omar

    Churches are all big business…the more they scare you the more goes into the basket….
    I was also raised Catholic…haven’t entered a Church in years…that is not to say that I don’t
    believe I do…I believe in a good and loving Jesus who would cry many tears over the
    hypocrites who run the Church, the wealth of the Vatican when there are so many hungry
    ...Jesus was all about love and the love in your heart…and no matter who you are if you
    know what love is … no matter what religion…Heaven is yours…a fantastic piece!!!!!!
    xoxoxoxoox

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX SALLY!!! I AGREE, BIG BUSINESS!! XOXO

  • Robin Brown

    Robin Brown

    Been there done that but still not created the T-shirt Ramondo. Different faith same principle!!

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX ROBIN!!! CAN’T WAIT FOR THE T!!!!!

  • Matt Penfold

    Matt Penfold

    Well said my friend. Sometimes the bullshit just jumps up and stares you in the face, looks like we both finished on a similar line LOL

  • raymondoantonio replied

    IT SURE DOES MATT!! CHEERS!

  • exposedbutloved

    exposedbutloved

    AMEN MY BROTHER!!!

    I had the same upbringing but my family was also a part of a catholic family group – cough cult cough – where you had to marry with the community or atleast make your partner join as well. i accepted it as a child becaue it meant that i could spend alot of times with my friends, but once i was expected to actually join in it felt sooo wrong and i started exporing my own beliefs and it was too different from all of those that were around me, caused alot of trouble for me but yeah i got out lol. so i love this piece good stuff bother

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX EBL!!! X

  • Charma Chircop

    Charma Chircop

    Hi Raymondo,i was raised in a Roman Catholic Church too,i was thought to love and share,help and give..I know there were times when the Catholic Church used to preech that Only Catholics go to heaven..but time s change and so their view..like you, i find my God in all the beautiful nature and all around me..and if i have my doubts about the church,i go straight to the Bible..the Bible always speaks the truth. I do believe that with all the imperfections,religions have one aim nowadays—Unity and love between all Human Kind .and that is Beautiful..i always enjoy reading you..you’re so honest and straight forward in your writes..Good night to you my friend(il lejl it tajjeb):)Charma

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX CHARMA!! YES UNITY AND LOVE!! XO

  • Josh Bowe

    Josh Bowe

    Oh yes indeedy, i share your same deep seeded conceit for religious monarchies, to borrow a phrase from you me old china, they can stuff it up their [collective] arse sideways!!!!!!!!!!!LOL hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX JOSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!! AND WITH A DOUBLE TWIST!! YEEEEEHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

  • valentina63

    valentina63

    Wonderful Raymondo !!! Your church looks a lot like mine .I think :)...very passionately and sincerely said. Agree 100% :)xxoo:

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX VALENTINA!! XOXO

  • Reynaldo

    Reynaldo

    I have my own church now well said don antonio

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX REYNALDO!!

  • Kristin  Reynolds

    Kristin Reynolds

    high five, cheers, and hail fucking mary full of grace for this one, Raymondo! LOL sorry, had to! lol I am right there with you, worshiping what’s all around me and inside me; rising the snake to the tip of the crown til she bursts through my skull and continues north to eat the damn moon.
    cheers, man, I just love your power and soul!!! xoxox

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX KRISTIN!! LOVE YOUR ENERGY!! YES EAT THE MOON!! I FELT LIKE THAT YESTERDAY….I THINK IT WAS THE….MUNCHIES!!!!!

  • cosimopiro

    cosimopiro

    Same!!! You said it all…..father Xmas is dead, long live you and me!! You have said it all.

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX COSIMO!!!

  • Trenchtownrock

    Trenchtownrock

    The freedom that you have discovered my friend is now my chase…I was there lock down with fire and brimstone..waiting for the heavens to open up and swallow the last bit of me…this is a honest account of your journey that is so inspiring…you really dug deep..love the celebration of freedom in your words…

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX CHRIS!! YES, THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE AND IN YOU!!

  • TheWanderingBoo
  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX TWB!!!

  • autumnwind

    autumnwind

    most organized religions scare me these days. I am with you Raymondo so strongly. nature is deeply spiritual to me, and I feel I am a spiritual being. no book of rules do I need nor have I ever gone by. I rebelled early on. bravo to your freedom and honesty in writing. and amen to this wonderful write. XOXOXO

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX SHAR!! YOU’RE RIGHT, WE DON’T NEED A BOOK OF RULES…WE WRITE OUR OWN SPIRITUALITY!!! XOXO

  • Isa Rodriguez

    Isa Rodriguez

    oh dear!!!!..wow.. coming from a catholic background.. i couldnt help but go with this amazing declaration!.. you are free!!!!

    i love your description of humility.. amazing my dear friend !!!!!!

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX ISA!! WE ARE FREE!!! XOXO

  • Scott  d'Almeida

    Scott d'Almeida

    well done,

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX SCOTT!!

  • RikkiWoods

    RikkiWoods

    My husband always says that the church greets you with one hand in your pocket. Excellent write.

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX RIKKI!! ONE HAND IN YOUR POCKET!!!!!! SO TRUE!! X

  • Shulie1

    Shulie1

    You are so right!

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX SHULIE!! XO

  • rubyjo

    rubyjo

    You know how i feel about this, well said

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX RUBYJO!! XO

  • Christie  Moses

    Christie Moses

    OH I could tell you a few things about the hypocrisy I saw also….good grief I could write a book on it Raymondo. I TOTALLY feel you on this….I agree, that God can be seen in the beauty around us, and felt in the wind above us. THAT is my religion now…to have no religion. To live and breathe free and know LOVE and truth. xoxo

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX CHRISTIE!! YOU HAVE SPIRITUALITY, FREEDOM, LOVE AND TRUTH!! BELLISSIMO!! XOXO

  • Sarafeline

    Sarafeline

    _WOW Powerful words, I was raised God fearing and I feel the same, I still have faith but I choose not to conform to too many rules, as a species we evolve so then should not our religions?.God intended man and wife to be bonded forever even when the man hits the woman, or when the Woman cheats on the man?..I find it all too hard to belive so I choose my own faith..I am free too :).x.

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX SARA!! GOOD POINTS…WHY HASN’T RELIGION EVOLVED…INDEED!!! XO

  • Sarafeline

    Sarafeline

    Yes I think that’s something I may write about myself at some point :).x.

  • raymondoantonio replied

    I’LL RACE YOU!!! LOL!!! X

  • Gregory John O'Flaherty

    Gregory John O...

    Good read Raymondo, well said. I was raised Church of England, so almost Catholic… could never understand why a priest would bless you for sinning…. my brother and sister started the Church if the Holy Lamp Post, believing that if the light goes out the Lamp Post remains… I believe it, I have seen many an unlite lamp…

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THE CHURCH OF THE HOLY LAMP POST!! WHERE CAN I JOIN?? THANX GREGORY!!

  • Leon  Walker

    Leon Walker

    Amen Brother!!! The charletans that sell religion and threaten damnation if we don’t finance their poisenout hipocracy have been exposed!!!

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX LEON!! YES MOST RELIGIONS ARE UNFORTUNATELY A CON!!

  • Jane17

    Jane17

    this sermon really spoke to me..great honest writing… amen!

  • raymondoantonio replied

    THANX JANE!! X

  • RosaCobos

    RosaCobos

    Count on me…
    though like an aroma…the symbolic figures of Christiandom appear like old and either vicious or blissful elements of our phsyche.
    Count on me…
    the reflection…pure, desinterested of the water is the answer to all.
    And our sins, are not but what we have to express the grandeur.
    And as no one but pure Nature breed us..
    how anyone can expect us to makes responsibl of our being here?
    Lust and dominion…
    whitened sephulchres…
    incoherence of the bad conscience
    Count on me, Ray.
    Rosa

  • raymondoantonio replied

    GRACIAS ROSA!!! XO THANX AS ALWAYS FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS!!

  • eoconnor

    eoconnor

    Church of the Universe, all accepted,no judging ,eternal love and hope. Freedom to do.say and be.

  • raymondoantonio replied

    AMEN!! SO WELL STATED!! X

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