MY CHURCH
INSPIRED BY THE HELL OF A CATHOLIC CHILDHOOD!!
MY CHURCH belongs to the following groups:
! Creative Writing & Poetry !, All Things Poetic, Artistic, Philosophical, Anger Management, ART ACTION UNION - CREATIVE ACTIVISM, Core [C.O.R.E], Melbourne & Victoria and Vibration in Art and Verse - VAVoom!I WAS RAISED ON A DIET OF CATHOLIC GUILT,
FEAR, SHAME, HYPOCRISY AND LIES!
“ BLESS ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED!!
GIVE ME THREE ‘HAIL MARYS’ AND AN ‘OUR FATHER’
AND I’LL BE ON MY WAY TO SIN ANOTHER DAY!! “
YES IT’S THAT EASY!!!
I WATCHED MY PARENTS AND PEERS IN CHURCH
MAKING SANCTIMONIOUS RESPONSES
TO THE SAME TIRED, EMPTY INCANTATIONS
THEY’D HEARD AND REPEATED A THOUSAND SUNDAYS BEFORE.
HOLLOW, HYPOCRITICAL PEOPLE
LIVING IN MORTAL FEAR OF ETERNAL DAMNATION!
LISTENING TO THE SAME OLD HELLFIRE AND BRIMSTONE SERMONS AND ADMONISHMENTS TO THE FAITHFUL.
THEY HAD FAITH!!!
OR SO THEY CLAIMED.
THEY FOLLOWED THE ONE TRUE GOD!
YES, EVERYONE ELSE WAS WRONG AND
ONLY US CATHOLICS WERE GOING TO HEAVEN!!
THE POPE TOLD US SO!!
HE WAS INFALLIBLE!!
BUT I SOON REALISED THAT IT WAS ALL
ONE GREAT, BIG, PATHETIC LIE!!
A LIE WITHIN A LIE AND THE GREATEST LIES
ARE THOSE THAT SPIT FROM THE FOUL MOUTHS OF PRIESTS,
POPES AND VARIOUS RELIGIOUS FANATICS!!
I SEE MORE TRUTH AND SPIRITUALITY
IN THE HUMBLE BUMBLE BEE!
IN THE SWAYING OF A MIGHTY
RED WOOD TREE!
AND EVEN IN THE HONEST TOIL
OF A WORM!
I HAVE MY OWN CHURCH NOW!
MY CHURCH IS THE UNIVERSE!!
MY BIBLE IS WRITTEN ON EVERY LIVING THING
AND ON MOUNTAINS AND STREAMS
AND MY HYMNS ARE THE SWEET BIRD SONGS
AND THE CALL OF THE LEVIATHAN.
I WRITE MY OWN PHILOSOPHY.
I SEARCH FOR MY OWN TRUTH.
I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY OWN ACTIONS.
I AM FREE!!!!
kevinmawson
Very well said! AMEN brother!
km.
raymondoantonio replied
AMEN BROTHER KEVIN!!!
annamora
haha ..I think you are therefore very close to how God means you to be Raymondo :)
raymondoantonio replied
AMEN ANNA!!! X
janeymac
Ray I totally agree with you ....my nephew was born a sickly child and was not expected to live more than a few days…..he lived 2 weeks .....on the insistance of my brothers”s mother -in-law that child had to be baptised before he could be buried because “he would to hell” her quote ! my question to her then and now what sin can a dying child make to be denied entry to “heaven” ? and if that is religion count me out! wtf goes on in theirs brains these people make me sick ! sorry Ray….........that last verse is my take on church the birds, trees everything is our cathedral ......cheers Jane x
raymondoantonio replied
TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU JANEY!!! THANX!! XO A GOD OF LOVE SHOULD NOT WORRY ABOUT CEREMONY ME THINKS!
H M Bascom
Ah my brother! I too believe in the Universe – the power and energy of all things. :-)
raymondoantonio replied
THANK YOU SISTER HELEN OF THE CHURCH OF UNIVERSAL LOVE AND FREEDOM!!! BRAVO!!! XO IT’S THE 21ST CENTURY AND PEOPLE ARE STILL BEING DOMINATED BY PATRIARCHAL POWER STRUCTURES!!!
BobbyMon
No such thing as an atheist in a foxhole
raymondoantonio replied
WHAT ABOUT COMMUNISTS AND NAZIS AND HINDUS AND FREE THINKERS AND YES ATHEISTS! I FORGOT…AGNOSTICS….MUSLIMS….......THANX BOBBY!
Normaje
Okay you win, this round, with love…....
raymondoantonio replied
THANX NORMAJE!!! XO
H M Bascom
Hey, you might like THIS LITTLE POEM ;-)
raymondoantonio replied
THANX HELEN!!
Sally Omar
Churches are all big business…the more they scare you the more goes into the basket….
I was also raised Catholic…haven’t entered a Church in years…that is not to say that I don’t
believe I do…I believe in a good and loving Jesus who would cry many tears over the
hypocrites who run the Church, the wealth of the Vatican when there are so many hungry
...Jesus was all about love and the love in your heart…and no matter who you are if you
know what love is … no matter what religion…Heaven is yours…a fantastic piece!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoox
raymondoantonio replied
THANX SALLY!!! I AGREE, BIG BUSINESS!! XOXO
Robin Brown
Been there done that but still not created the T-shirt Ramondo. Different faith same principle!!
raymondoantonio replied
THANX ROBIN!!! CAN’T WAIT FOR THE T!!!!!
Matt Penfold
Well said my friend. Sometimes the bullshit just jumps up and stares you in the face, looks like we both finished on a similar line LOL
raymondoantonio replied
IT SURE DOES MATT!! CHEERS!
exposedbutloved
AMEN MY BROTHER!!!
I had the same upbringing but my family was also a part of a catholic family group – cough cult cough – where you had to marry with the community or atleast make your partner join as well. i accepted it as a child becaue it meant that i could spend alot of times with my friends, but once i was expected to actually join in it felt sooo wrong and i started exporing my own beliefs and it was too different from all of those that were around me, caused alot of trouble for me but yeah i got out lol. so i love this piece good stuff bother
raymondoantonio replied
THANX EBL!!! X
Charma Chircop
Hi Raymondo,i was raised in a Roman Catholic Church too,i was thought to love and share,help and give..I know there were times when the Catholic Church used to preech that Only Catholics go to heaven..but time s change and so their view..like you, i find my God in all the beautiful nature and all around me..and if i have my doubts about the church,i go straight to the Bible..the Bible always speaks the truth. I do believe that with all the imperfections,religions have one aim nowadays—Unity and love between all Human Kind .and that is Beautiful..i always enjoy reading you..you’re so honest and straight forward in your writes..Good night to you my friend(il lejl it tajjeb):)Charma
raymondoantonio replied
THANX CHARMA!! YES UNITY AND LOVE!! XO
Josh Bowe
Oh yes indeedy, i share your same deep seeded conceit for religious monarchies, to borrow a phrase from you me old china, they can stuff it up their [collective] arse sideways!!!!!!!!!!!LOL hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha
raymondoantonio replied
THANX JOSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!! AND WITH A DOUBLE TWIST!! YEEEEEHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
valentina63
Wonderful Raymondo !!! Your church looks a lot like mine .I think :)...very passionately and sincerely said. Agree 100% :)xxoo:
raymondoantonio replied
THANX VALENTINA!! XOXO
Reynaldo
I have my own church now well said don antonio
raymondoantonio replied
THANX REYNALDO!!
Kristin Reynolds
high five, cheers, and hail fucking mary full of grace for this one, Raymondo! LOL sorry, had to! lol I am right there with you, worshiping what’s all around me and inside me; rising the snake to the tip of the crown til she bursts through my skull and continues north to eat the damn moon.
cheers, man, I just love your power and soul!!! xoxox
raymondoantonio replied
THANX KRISTIN!! LOVE YOUR ENERGY!! YES EAT THE MOON!! I FELT LIKE THAT YESTERDAY….I THINK IT WAS THE….MUNCHIES!!!!!
cosimopiro
Same!!! You said it all…..father Xmas is dead, long live you and me!! You have said it all.
raymondoantonio replied
THANX COSIMO!!!
Trenchtownrock
The freedom that you have discovered my friend is now my chase…I was there lock down with fire and brimstone..waiting for the heavens to open up and swallow the last bit of me…this is a honest account of your journey that is so inspiring…you really dug deep..love the celebration of freedom in your words…
raymondoantonio replied
THANX CHRIS!! YES, THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE AND IN YOU!!
TheWanderingBoo
amen!
raymondoantonio replied
THANX TWB!!!
autumnwind
most organized religions scare me these days. I am with you Raymondo so strongly. nature is deeply spiritual to me, and I feel I am a spiritual being. no book of rules do I need nor have I ever gone by. I rebelled early on. bravo to your freedom and honesty in writing. and amen to this wonderful write. XOXOXO
raymondoantonio replied
THANX SHAR!! YOU’RE RIGHT, WE DON’T NEED A BOOK OF RULES…WE WRITE OUR OWN SPIRITUALITY!!! XOXO
Isa Rodriguez
oh dear!!!!..wow.. coming from a catholic background.. i couldnt help but go with this amazing declaration!.. you are free!!!!
i love your description of humility.. amazing my dear friend !!!!!!
raymondoantonio replied
THANX ISA!! WE ARE FREE!!! XOXO
Scott d'Almeida
well done,
raymondoantonio replied
THANX SCOTT!!
RikkiWoods
My husband always says that the church greets you with one hand in your pocket. Excellent write.
raymondoantonio replied
THANX RIKKI!! ONE HAND IN YOUR POCKET!!!!!! SO TRUE!! X
Shulie1
You are so right!
raymondoantonio replied
THANX SHULIE!! XO
rubyjo
You know how i feel about this, well said
raymondoantonio replied
THANX RUBYJO!! XO
Christie Moses
OH I could tell you a few things about the hypocrisy I saw also….good grief I could write a book on it Raymondo. I TOTALLY feel you on this….I agree, that God can be seen in the beauty around us, and felt in the wind above us. THAT is my religion now…to have no religion. To live and breathe free and know LOVE and truth. xoxo
raymondoantonio replied
THANX CHRISTIE!! YOU HAVE SPIRITUALITY, FREEDOM, LOVE AND TRUTH!! BELLISSIMO!! XOXO
Sarafeline
_WOW Powerful words, I was raised God fearing and I feel the same, I still have faith but I choose not to conform to too many rules, as a species we evolve so then should not our religions?.God intended man and wife to be bonded forever even when the man hits the woman, or when the Woman cheats on the man?..I find it all too hard to belive so I choose my own faith..I am free too :).x.
raymondoantonio replied
THANX SARA!! GOOD POINTS…WHY HASN’T RELIGION EVOLVED…INDEED!!! XO
Sarafeline
Yes I think that’s something I may write about myself at some point :).x.
raymondoantonio replied
I’LL RACE YOU!!! LOL!!! X
Gregory John O...
Good read Raymondo, well said. I was raised Church of England, so almost Catholic… could never understand why a priest would bless you for sinning…. my brother and sister started the Church if the Holy Lamp Post, believing that if the light goes out the Lamp Post remains… I believe it, I have seen many an unlite lamp…
raymondoantonio replied
THE CHURCH OF THE HOLY LAMP POST!! WHERE CAN I JOIN?? THANX GREGORY!!
Leon Walker
Amen Brother!!! The charletans that sell religion and threaten damnation if we don’t finance their poisenout hipocracy have been exposed!!!
raymondoantonio replied
THANX LEON!! YES MOST RELIGIONS ARE UNFORTUNATELY A CON!!
Jane17
this sermon really spoke to me..great honest writing… amen!
raymondoantonio replied
THANX JANE!! X
RosaCobos
Count on me…
though like an aroma…the symbolic figures of Christiandom appear like old and either vicious or blissful elements of our phsyche.
Count on me…
the reflection…pure, desinterested of the water is the answer to all.
And our sins, are not but what we have to express the grandeur.
And as no one but pure Nature breed us..
how anyone can expect us to makes responsibl of our being here?
Lust and dominion…
whitened sephulchres…
incoherence of the bad conscience
Count on me, Ray.
Rosa
raymondoantonio replied
GRACIAS ROSA!!! XO THANX AS ALWAYS FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS!!
eoconnor
Church of the Universe, all accepted,no judging ,eternal love and hope. Freedom to do.say and be.
raymondoantonio replied
AMEN!! SO WELL STATED!! X