parasites of my own.  by queenenigma

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Something keeps reminding me that I have been fragile. I’m needing something to depend on even to pour my feelings out. Damn. I never thought I’d, some day, be this parasitic. I wish I was an open space than to be this bad. This fragile. This dependable. OOO I am losing my senses: my grip to hold myself and my courage to fight the war but this was something I didn’t choose and its not my fault, really. May be, I’d already be an old enough, not to be this way too. And tomorrow when I get little older, I may laugh about the way I feel these things but for now, I don’t mind until I don’t find something to depend on, again.

If I say I am good, you dig it to make me bad. So, I am bad already.
If you know I am bad already, you take it to the worst. However, I don’t rely on any of these things. Thank you and have no mercy.

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  • charliethetramp
    charliethetrampover 1 year ago

    all addictions leave a void,when one tries to stop any habit,so filling the void with something less damaging is usually the key and,don`t be so hard on yourself ms enigma.its the human condition after all
    wonderfully honest and poignant image

  • thank you so much charlie, my dearest charlie.

    – queenenigma

  • CanyonWind
    CanyonWindover 1 year ago

    Not to worry my Queen. Fill that void with the love of TRUE friends and they will help you through it.
    Big hugs.

    PS. Been there very much and done it all !

  • Hey hey hows everything? I miss you here !

    – queenenigma

  • TeresaB
    TeresaBover 1 year ago

    May 1, 2013

    Beautiful work!

  • sorry but the late reply. but thank you so much.

    – queenenigma

  • carol brandt
    carol brandtover 1 year ago

    that’s a mighty powerful image queenie, both in picture and in words … excellently expressed and created

  • thank you Carol. <3 (sorry for late reply)

    – queenenigma

  • Sorcha Whitehorse ©
    Sorcha Whiteho...over 1 year ago

    Lovely earthy B&W with a strong evocative and textural appeal. :)

  • Thanks dear Sorcha !

    – queenenigma

  • Dr. Harmeet Singh
    Dr. Harmeet Singhover 1 year ago

    I can feel the emotions good

  • Thank you Harmeet.

    – queenenigma

  • John Dicandia  ( JinnDoW )
    John Dicandia ...over 1 year ago

    Addiction or not, you still look beautiful.

  • Thank you my dearest gummy bear :)

    – queenenigma

  • Fiona Christensen
    Fiona Christensenover 1 year ago

    25 July 2013

  • Rebecca Tun
    Rebecca Tunabout 1 year ago

    This picture would make a great addition to the Fashionart and Emotive Portraiture group!

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