To which direction do I turn now?
My eyes are weary…my body tired
I have traveled many miles on my journey
My quest for peace….still lingers on
Fear is my manipulative lover
He knows every inch of my body
Instinctively….at a moments notice
My nights are turned to terror
I can hear his laughter….
As he spends the nighttime hours
Draining my resources….
Igniting my insecurities…
Playing games with my mind
Sleep is a foreign word to me now
It has been replaced by a restless slumber…
Filled with thoughts and images
Too painful to share
You may win the small battles, my love
But do not underestimate me…
For every night has an end..
And in the light of morning…
I find a constant that is always there…
Urging me on…..faith.
Unfortunately in everyones life…we have circumstances that we cannot change..and at these times fear can be our greatest obsticle…..there is always faith to carry you then….never forget that the power of hope and faith is amazing!!!