Believe
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Blinded, wounded and hurting, it was so hard to see.
After many years of studying I started giving a damn.
I came to believe that it doesn’t matter; I am who I am.
I am just a small spec, like a tiny piece of time worn sand.
Earth a wonder, of huge seas, mountains and meadowlands.
A very minute fragment of the Universe; I play a small role.
For without this intimate understanding I am not fully whole.
After deep thought and searching I came to respect myself.
My spiritual being had been similar to an empty bookshelf.
As I grow and learn I am putting books where they belong.
The many books of life I sought after, were there all along.
I believe in me; I am now similar to a wounded bird set free.
My Higher Power would not have me be my own detainee.
It is belief that leads me to many places sought and unknown.
A belief I will retain, nurture and love, for I have finally grown.
I strongly believe that I still have tremendous work yet to do.
My large bookshelf still has room for books of growth anew.
As I continue to travel the journey of my Higher Power’s will,
I will be able to see; blindness I once had is now resting still.
aspectsoftmk
touches the heart pol…..i honor you and this is truth…and light and powerful and seeking and wonderfully written words…
this verse…wow…they reach….xoxox
I am just a small spec, like a tiny piece of time worn sand.
Earth a wonder, of huge seas, mountains and meadowlands.
A very minute fragment of the Universe; I play a small role.
For without this intimate understanding I am not fully whole.
Polly Peacock replied
Thanks so much Terri!! I have a book in the works and I had totally forgotten about this poem!! I’m gad you like this verse! In my own opinion, it pays to be humble and remember just how small we are in a vast Universe. However, that doesn’t mean that we aren’t a part of that Universe!! Thanks again!! xoxoxo!! :)))
PrairieRose
Outstanding writing Polly…........you are truly gifted and I’m so glad you are moving forward to express yourself in your artistry….........some people are just born with natural talent, you are definitely one of those people Pol…........wonderful of you to share!! xoxo
Polly Peacock replied
Aww…Rosie you are too kind!! Thanks so very much for the beautiful compliment!! Yes, I am definitely growing in my photography – exploring new post processing and having fun too!! I grew up as an Artist’s daughter, so I suppose I’m not only a chip off the ol’ block, but I also learned much about art at a very young age, since I was constantly exposed to my Dad’s Artwork!! Thanks so much again Rosie – I am very touched by your compliment!! xoxoxo!! :))))
tkrosevear
a most beautiful and emotive write about enlightenment my sister ;) xoxox
Polly Peacock replied
Thanks so much Sis for such a beautiful compliment!! xoxoxo!! :))))
arvyart
Beautiful and poetic. However, most of all I value it because it is so meaningful and encouraging. Love & Peace. Arvy
Polly Peacock replied
Aww…Arvy – your compliments always bring me such joy!! You are no doubt a kindred spirit and I think I knew that as soon as I saw your first picture!! Thanks so very much!! Peace and love right back attcha!! :))))
Rosemaree
This is full of heart… pain and growth…. it is so beautiful… Well done my friend and thanks very much for sharing this with us…
Polly Peacock replied
I had a very hard upbringing and had so much to figure out!! I still have more figuring out to do, but that is the joy of life and learning new realizations!! Thanks so much my dear friend!!! xoxoxox to you buddy!! :))))
RosaCobos
Perfect rythm and ryhm….
sensible and personal.
You are talking about yourself, but letting the world impregnate the vision not too much self-centered.I have smiled at tha comment about your bookselves… I have mine so stuffed that the books star to be piled on the floor.!!!!!
Just impresses me…. that idea of beleiving in “me”..I understand what you say, and mean it not in a poetical or metaphorical way…. I would like to hear from you how that is happen…where you see your “me”... what this “me” means to you… how can you grasp it.
I know it can be subjectively understood.. when one see oneself in a mirror…. knows that is a reflection…but when one is beleiving in “oneself”... what is “this” that one beleive in?
Rosa (may be reading more of your poems would help me…. would they? love it.. is really spendid)
Polly Peacock replied
Aww…thanks Rosa – for me, learning to believe in myself, came from forgiving past wrongs – as St. Francis once said, “To forgive is to forget.” It took me many years of prayer and deep thought, as well as taking action…I am as imperfect as we all are and am thankful for that! Imperfection has brought about many beautiful things in my life – mistakes that lead to either learning lessons or perhaps even a wrong turn down a road that turns out to be paradise! I grasp me as a tiny grain of sand. Alone, I stay that way…However, if I reach out to another grain of sand and offer kindness, friendship, love, smiles and laughter, then before I know it, I am linked to another tiny grain of sand! As time goes on, islands form and continue to grow, if I seek out people who are positive in their own beliefs! I believe in my destiny to be an Artist of many different mediums! By shedding once harbored fear, past misgivings and all of the crap that I used to carry around inside of me, I have been able to find a more spiritual self. It’s also a beief in not only me, but a belief that I am also a messenger, since the creative flow is what I consider to be divine, when it is truly there! It’s also my belief that as a messenger, that I am meant to share things that others may not see…I hope this helps to explain it more!! Please feel free to BM me if you need more explanation!! A good story for you to read is Unforgotten Pasts, Beautiful Presents and the Mystical Future
Perhaps this will help you understand more where I am coming from!! Thanks so very much for your lovely compliments – they are much appreciated!! :))))
Polly Peacock replied
Rosa, one other thing that I was thinking about after I wrote this to you, was that there are times that I do have self doubt! That is a part of being human!! When those times hit, I have to carefully evaluate what it is that either I am fearing or unsure of. Sometimes its gut feelings that I am going in the wrong direction and other times I have to reevaluate what I am doing and make changes, whatever they may be, to quell those doubts! Hope this helps!!
liesbeth
this feels familiar polly.. as if you write about my story as well, the vision of all these books and still room for more made me smile..it’s exactly the way i feel ;) I too feel like there is still a lot of work to do, in the years gone by it felt like hard work, now more and more i find it interesting.. x
Polly Peacock replied
aww…liesbeth – a kindred soul!! Yes, there is always so much more to learn and do, so long as we are willing!! Thanks for such a beautiful compliment!! xoxo!! :)))
Amber Elizabet...
Polly Peacock replied
Awesome Amber!! Thanks so very, very much!! I am honored as always and also appreciate your volunteer work to make features happen! You are appreciated and thanks again!! :))))
RosaCobos
Thank you Polly..
Surely it helps…much.
Other’s views…shows a pathway… and though it is not the same one…..one can look into with more info….and specially more heart.
A hug for you!
Rosa
Polly Peacock replied
Awesome Rosa – yes, we each have our own unique journeys and that’s what makes us all so special!! Big hugs back to you!! :))))
Jim Hall
Truth be told. Truth be told. beautifully put together. As with sculptry, you have chipped away the parts that are irrelevent and revealed truth. Thank you! JH
Polly Peacock replied
Aww…thanks so very much Jim for such a beautiful compliment!! I really appreciate it!! Big smiles here!! :)))))))
carolynbraid
Beautiful discription of you jorney, I love the reference to the books on the shelf….you go girl keep adding them, life is great and can be so full when we open ourselves up to it, good work!
Polly Peacock replied
Thanks so much Carolyn!! I truly appreciate it!! :))))