Ma it’s your baby boy again well grown man now
Been awhile since “Our Father” called you home but your here with me in spirit though
Got some stuff to get off my chest so I can have a clear mind again
The past few years I’ve learned so much so fast I don’t think I kept up with it all
Making moves here and there not knowing if it’s the right one until something goes wrong
When that occurs a lessons learned and I don’t retrace my steps
Lil sis is coming into her own for the most part I help when I’m able
The bad decisions I make on a daily put a damper on that
Then I’m left pitying myself because big brother not the Ultimate Protector he proclaimed himself to be
This depressed state does’nt go on for long because if my head is out the game to long my days gon be numbered in more ways than one
Just want you to know my heart is geniunly angelic but living in this dirty flesh has corrupted it
One day I pray to find the right way because if my day of reckoning comes and I’m hellbound we’ll never meet again