this is how I was….very blue indeed. I guess at the time I thought I was at Minus 10..(ie couldnt get worse) but reflecting decades alter I realise I hadn’t hit rock bottom at this time.
Fortunately my life turned around…not that circumstances improved but they forced me to look for meaning. Faith gave me a new perspective on things.
Fortunately I am now blessed with a great joy which is not dependent on my circumstances.