It was Thursday, 17th March 2005, and I was going for my final checkup before going to hospital. That day was like any other…routine checkup etc. (and everything was fine)
Saturday night rolled by, and I felt like I was in “big trouble”....it was a feeling of tremendous fear and sadnessI couldn’t shake, I thought I was being silly.
Sunday morning….my husband and I were shovelling mulch for the garden, everything appeared fine on the surface…but that horrible feeling wouldn’t leave me.
I asked if I could go to the hospital…just to make sure the baby was o.k.
We arrive at the hospital and I was put on the monitor….no heartbeat. I started to worry, but the nurse kept saying that maybe the baby has rolled into a bad position….however, the look of fear in her eyes told me otherwise.
They rang the ultrasound technician to get a clearer picture of what was happening. When they bought up the image of the heart, I turned away….and felt the confirming hand on my leg.
I will never forget the horror, and repulsion I felt when they told me I had to give birth….I thought they would knock me out and take the baby away. After Jessica was born I held her in my arms….she felt so heavy….and she was beautiful.
My daughter…Jessica Robyn Edwardes was nine months old, and born in Canberra hospital at 20:15 Sunday March 20, 2005. She would have been two.
I will always remember my Jess….I think of her everyday.
The Death of my Daughter
This is Jessicas story
mlgkats, 8 months ago
aw i am so sorry, it is good to remember she will always be in your heart.
ferndesign, 8 months ago
aww i am so so sorry may God be with u
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thanks guys….I found the courage to tell Jessicas story from Denny M Hill…who also lost her daughter. It feels good to let it all out.
Michael Oubridge, 8 months ago
Oh Penny, i don’t have the words to say how sorry i am. God Bless you
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thanks Percy! I think it’s the sort of thing not many people talk about…but it’s suprising just how common it is! (I found that to be a releif….I wasn’t the only one!)
Kitsmumma, 8 months ago
So sad for your loss Penny, your beautiful daughter will always be with you and your family. Thank you for sharing this with us.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thanks kitsmumma….I always remember the good things, and my boys will grow up to know they have a sister!
Beatriz R. Ald..., 8 months ago
I am very sorry to hear this. Blessings to you.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou Bea! I think the hardest thing was telling everyone….they all felt so terrible, and the poor buggers couldn’t say anything.
Tom Godfrey, 8 months ago
thanks for sharing such a deep sadness. I hope it helps you to heal a little.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou Tom! Actually, it does….it’s good to share with others what life throws at you!
Jessica Tremp, 8 months ago
i’m so sorry to read this Penny….a very moving story.
Mel Brackstone, 8 months ago
I hope you and your boys will be able to open up and talk now, Penny, the healing begins with your story, I think.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thanks for your thoughts guys…Luke is only nine months, and Peter hasn’t arrived yet! In time, when they are old enough to understand, they will learn about Jess, look at her photos and read her story. I think they should know about their big sister….I couldn’t imagine finding out about a sibling later on in life, if I wasn’t told when I was young.
Lisadee, 8 months ago
If I could I would give you a big long hug.
I admire your strength and honesty Penny – God bless. x
Joyce Dickens,..., 8 months ago
Penny thank you for sharing that heartwrenching story with all of us; you must be an incredibly strong woman! May God bless you and your family always, and may you always find peace and strength and love in every thing you do, HUGS, Joyce
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thanks so much for your thoughts Lisa! I like hugs!
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou Joyce! I wouldn’t be able to get through it if it wasn’t for my husband…who I adore, and my dearest friend, Belinda Meers (meerimages). They were both there for her birth…and their support has kept me strong…I love them both dearly!
Dee Boylan, 8 months ago
Oh love….I can’t even begin to imagine how you must feel….having two daughters myself,from the moment you know you are pregnant you worry at least a little….losing a child at any age would be heartbreaking…..I really admire your strength.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thanks artemis…in a way I think I got off pretty lightly. My heart goes out to those that have lost a child later on….after they had developed their own personalities, say, for example, cot death. I couldn’t begin to imagine the pain one must feel to lose a child at that age.
coffee4me56, 8 months ago
I am so sorry my friend. God Bless
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou so much coffee….everyones tremendous support since I have written this has been overwhelming! Truly amazing! THANKYOU!!
kari, 8 months ago
I’m terribly sorry about your loss…may God always have his hand on you and your family. She has a beautiful name…her soul will live on always!!! Thanks for sharing your heart-felt story.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou Kari…that means alot!
marchk, 8 months ago
I lost at least four, maybe five, babies at early stages of pregnancy. It hurt every time. Surely you will turn this sadness into something beautiful. As you must. For your sake.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou so much…it’s nice to know you’re not alone.
kmargetts, 8 months ago
Oh Penny, i am so sorry, you are a very strong lady to share your thoughts and feelings.
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thanks Kelley….maybe this will give others the courage to talk about their experiences too!
Mary Lake, 8 months ago
My heart is breaking for your loss. What a tragedy you had to bear. God Bless little Jessica, and know that you have a special angel in heaven. Mary
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou mary…I appreciate your kind words and thoughts!
Suzanne German, 8 months ago
ahhh….Penny – I am shaking! How tremendously brave of you to write this here! My heart felt a huge ache for you sweetheart…..I have no idea how this could feel…..I am vey lucky.
Somebody I love very much has lost 2 babies one at 36 weeks – her first a boy – and then 3 years alter a girl earlier in the pregnancy…both tragedies….she has one son – which is a blessing.
I am thinking of you now
love
Suzanne
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou Suzanne….and for sharing! It makes one feel so much better!
pbischop, 8 months ago
Your story touches my heart. Dear friends had the same experience 30 years ago with their first born. The baby’s brothers could today draw a picture of their beautiful baby sister. Mary and Don think of their daughter every day.
paul boast, 8 months ago
sorry to hear your tragic story …...souls never die ,only the body …...i feel some souls just touch the earth for a brief moment and move on for their own souls journey , if there is no death we should be thankful for their brief moment here , i know its hard to accept but i feel there is a reason for everything under the sky.
Helene Kippert, 8 months ago
So sorry for your loss Penny
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou so much everyone….I agree…Jess had a better place to go!
BarbBarcikKeith, 8 months ago
Sharing can sometimes be a healing balm.. I hope that , if nothing else, our words of sympathy will help you… and you have my condolences..
PennyEdwardes, 8 months ago
Thankyou Barb…I’m quite humble with the outpouring of heartfelt condolences…..truly a wonderul thing!
Patrick Ronan, 8 months ago
It it always very sad to loose a child but you will always have her memory with you.
Lucindawind, 8 months ago
God Bless your little girl .. Im so sorry for your loss
Lucindawind
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou Patrick and Lucinda! The support from everyone here has been so wonderful….it makes one beleive that the world isn’t such a bad place afterall!
Angela Ward-Brown, 7 months ago
I can’t imagine having to go through that. I’m so sorry that you did. I lost two babies early on in pregnancies, so when I fell pregnant with my eldest I was terrified I’d lose her too. I kept thinking my luck would run out and she would die before we could meet. I feel so honoured that I got to, especially after reading this. With my second it was much easier because I wasn’t so depressed, and because I had become a Christian a couple of years earlier and felt able to give the responsibility of worrying for her to the Big Fella. I hold the idea so dearly in my heart that I might one day get to meet those babies I lost. And that they aren’t actually lost.
I hope that sharing your story helped you in some way, it certainly affected others.
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou for sharing Angela…I think the pain of loss is still felt no matter what age you lose your child. My warmest regards go out to you, and be happy in the knowledge, like me, that you have a beautiful child who is alive and well!
Valerie Sardinas, 7 months ago
Im sorry to hear about your Jessica,You are a strong and amazing women.
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou Valerie! I believe every woman has the same strength when it comes to painful experiences!
julieb1013, 7 months ago
God Bless you on your healing. I worked for an obstetrician and have seen this happen first hand. Bless you and your angel who I am sure is looking down on you each and every day….she is there when you hear that wind blow, and when you see that sun shine…remember that! julie
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou Julie! It must be a very rewarding job, even the sadness can be turned around in the next delivery room!
frogster, 7 months ago
Penny thank you for sharing your loss with us, I know if any of us could take your hurt away we would, it is good after time so a person can heal is to talk or write about it, I did the same thing after the loss of my father. She’s in God’s hands and one day you and your husband will be with her again. My heart goes out to you and your family. (hug)
Wendy Slee KMA, 7 months ago
I am glad you got to hold her and express your love. I cried reading this….
One thing that cannot be taken away from you is the love…
and it was there and always will be…. bless you….
pat oubridge, 7 months ago
Oh Penny how sad. I lost my youngest son Peter (28) in October 2006 so I can in some way relate to your story. Your daughter will be in your heart forever but even time cannot heal the heartache. All my love and kind thoughts to you.
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou so much for your kind words and thoughts….it helps to share.
Firedrake, 7 months ago
Very powerful story Penny.
When I was 4 I had a stillborn brother, I remember feeling helpless while my parents cried. I don’t remember being sad for myself…but mum told me that I had stress-induced elopecia and half of my hair fell out!
Could only imagine what my mum and dad were going though. x
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou for sharing Firedrake! Apparentlt stillbirth is quite a common occurance, it’s just that nobody seems to talk about it.
Cynthia Adams, 7 months ago
This is so sad..my prayers are with you..I am gutted for you and your family.God Bless Jessica..!!
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou for your thoughts Krafty! xxoo
S.I. Sheehan, 7 months ago
A bittersweet saga only a grieving Mother could tell. I offer you my most heartfelt sympathy, and assure you that this will always be a part of you. I know first hand….. Kindest thoughts and blessings to you and your husband….. ~S
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou so much for your thoughts susan…and for sharing.
Shanina Conway, 7 months ago
OMG Penny…how heartbreaking for you both, prayers and…hugs;)
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thanks Shanina!
demon, 7 months ago
Huggggs and thoughts are with you Penny…
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thanks so much ajay!
umauma, 7 months ago
My heart feels for you.
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou.
Damian, 7 months ago
Hi Penny, this was so touching to read, and such a tragedy for you and your family. Her birthday must be hard. Thanks for sharing her memory.
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou so much for your thoughts Damien! Much appreciated…thankyou
Angel312, 7 months ago
Penny, I have no words that could make you feel better, and as I write this I feel so much emotion just from reading your tender words I feel the tears warm running down my cheeks. The only thing that I can say is that you are the most courageous person that I can think of at this moment, to post your feelings to others. Not only courageous, but the smartest person for doing this, for it marks the beginning of a journey to a long healing process. In your darkest hour may you feel the love and comfort of your daughter looking down at you from the heavens saying, “don’t cry mommy.” God Bless You Penny for your courage and strength.
Gail (angel312)
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Thankyou gail…it’s nice to know that people care as much as you do…..
Mariam Muradian, 7 months ago
Dear Penny,
I am so sorry for your loss. I give to you all the empathy in my heart.
You take your time. You grieve how you need to grieve, for as long as you need to. Let nobody rush you. The world will seem to move on while you feel at a frozen standstill , numb and waving your arms desperately. The honest truth is that people can say some unbelievably stupid things; they are afraid to talk about your daughter when you need so achingly to do so; innocence and illusion are shattered. The age doesn’t matter….you just miss your baby and your world is turned upside down. What a loving Mother you are to Jessica and your other children. That is evident in your writing and sharing. You did everything right; there is no fault, no blame. Your heart feels like a pile of dust, and most assuredly, you fear the next big wind that kicks up.
I speak from (unfortunately ) a wealth of experience. When I came to be dust (and again…) I had to believe that by some miracle I would grow a whole other heart for whom ever I would encounter in my future: each new love required literally a new heart in me. That was my imagery, you will find what comforts you.
My biological children have all died: murder, miscarriage, stillbirth. I have one living adopted daughter.
I also worked with SHARE, Pregnancy and Infant Loss Support. I am sure there is such a group like this or Compassionate Friends where you are. Very helpful. This sadness never enters our thinking until it touches our lives personally. Bless your heart. Your holding Jessica was a very good thing; it will help you in your grief and healing and memory immensely. Trust me.
An Orthodox Jewish friend of mine told me that there is a special blessing and name for someone (you) who is the vehicle/transport for another life (Jessica) to another higher life, bypassing the life that lays between the two. I derived great comfort from this. I cannot remember the name or blessing for such a person, but this is you. It takes a very special and courageous person….this is you.
Take good care of yourself. You will tend to be more inclined to illness and might be accident prone in your grief. Ask someone to drive you places if possible. I do not mean to overwhelm. I speak the truth and I care deeply. Amid all you are feeling, let someone else “hold your mustard seed of faith and hope” for you for a while. You undoubtedly will be a comfort to another woman someday.
Peace & Love,
Mariam Muradian
Mariam Muradian, 7 months ago
Blessings to all who cared and wrote, or prayed quietly to themselves. RedBubble is full of rare and wonderfully loving souls. Comfort and support are so important as we are spiritual beings having a human experience.
“I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do something that I can do.”
- Helen Keller
With Gratitude & Humility,
Mariam Muradian
PennyEdwardes, 7 months ago
Your words, and your terrible losses have touched me deeply Mariam….I am truly grateful that you have shared your terrible experience not only with myself, but with others here aswell. Thankyou so very much!
Marc Evans IPA, 6 months ago
Penny ,I am sorry for your loss but she must have been really special if god needed her back so soon. take care ….marc
Leon Walker, 6 months ago
I can’t begin to imagine such crippling grief. May god bless you and give you peace.
Hidemi Tada, 6 months ago
i cried with your story. I cant stop my tears still now. I lost three children in my life. Because of devorcing. in japanese society it is very difficult to keep relationship with children after devorce. i think it is the most strong feeling in human being to lose their children even for men. I felt that I wanted to commit suiside at that time. now I am Ok , I became strong after overcoming this experience. you re great that you could write this story.
PennyEdwardes, 6 months ago
Thankyou so much everyone….I now have a beautiful son, with my next son due in April!
Cressida, 5 months ago
Thank you for your bravery in writing this. I am yet to have the courage to tell my own story.
PennyEdwardes in reply to Cressida’s comment, 5 months ago
Thankyou Cressida….you will find, that when you are ready, it will be a great help to share you story. I know it helped me enormously!
dimarie, 5 months ago
I’m so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you.
I hope you know you are a strong and inspirational woman!
Its good that your little boys will be told of their sister, I think that is beautiful!
Jessica is a beautiful name!
I lost my first 5months into the pregnancy and it devastated me, and i think about him everyday, his name is ashleigh and my little girl will grow up to know that her big brother bought happiness into our lives if even for only a little while…
I do tho, wish I got to hold him and look at him but it was a nasty mc and we didnt get to. I have so many ultrasound pics of him, his little fingers and toes, so adorable…
We have our beautiful little girl now and I think I’ve finally begun to heal.
Hearing stories like yours and others helps.
and concentrating on my art.
Thanx for sharing your story with us, and all the best for you and your family!
I hope the future is wonderful
-dimarie
ShayQ, 5 months ago
Penny~ I am SO sorry also for your terrible loss. On a much brighter note, congratulations on the birth of your son and the one on the way. I had a miscarriage at 11 1/2 weeks, so close to the “safe” mark of 12 weeks. It was SO devastating, I thought I would never live again. I have a son who is 6 now, and I had a beautiful daughter born in August, 2006, by the grace of God. I had complications with that pregnancy also, bleeding almost throughout, and other things. It was a very tough, emotional pregnancy. My son was just 3 at the time of the miscarriage and it broke my heart to tell him because he desparately wanted a sister. It was too early for me to know the sex, but I felt in my heart I lost a girl. I named her Mary Kathyrn, after the Blessed Mother, and had a small service for her. I asked to see her after my D & C, and I only vaguely remember. People thought that was sick of me, but I don’t care. I wanted to see her, however small. I was so out of it because of the anesthesia, but I remember. It was the most horrible, dark time for me. I posted a poem that I wrote for her a few minutes ago, entitled Angel In Heaven Above. I hope that you read it and enjoy. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I agree, that it is a topic that is mostly left unspoken about, and I too, was shocked to learn how prevalent miscarriage is. God Bless you and your family. Sincerely~Shay
Jodie Elchah, 5 months ago
Oh Penny
You have me in tears. My youngest son is in his room on his computer and can see me crying from across the hall. With A worried look on his face I try to explain who the tears are for. They are for all of us who have lost our babies. You bring back memories of my own grief. Both for myself and for my sister. We have both lost babies, me at 13 weeks with twins and my sister who tried so hard to keep her beautiful little girl Charlie still born at 30 weeks. We had a service for Charlie, she lay in a cradle, in full view wrapped in her special blanket. Anyone who wanted a cuddle and photo was welcome to. Such a nice way to say good bye. My boys had a cuddle of their cousin, it was all very natural. Very different to my story that is still very hard to talk about
God Bless Love Jodie
PennyEdwardes in reply to ShayQ’s comment, 5 months ago
Thankyou so much Shay for your kind thoughts…my thoughts are with you too. I will read your poem…thankyou!
PennyEdwardes in reply to Jodie Elchah’s comment, 5 months ago
Thankyou so much for sharing your greif Jodie….just be safe in the thought that there are those out there who know how you feel, and try to find strength from that. Trust me when I say that in time, the pain will ease….but only a little. Thanks again.
dairygirl08, 5 months ago
It is all ways very hard to lose some one so close and so dear to you, one of my sisters lost her beautiful daughter at 9 months old, that day she passed was the same day she took her first steps, and my older sister has lost 3 babies due to still born, I lost 1 and it is very hard to deal with and something no parent or mother will ever forget.
we all speak of little shelly often and racheal, and the boys.
my heart goes out to you and I am sorry for your lost, no one should ever have to exsperiance that in life.
Globalphotos, 5 months ago
My heart goes out to you, your story brought tears to my eyes, am so sorry you had to even experience such a tremendous loss…...... hugsssssss Varinia
PennyEdwardes in reply to Globalphotos’s comment, 5 months ago
Thankyou Varinia! It feels good to share! :)
smurfette57, 5 months ago
aww penny i read this with tears in my eyes and heart ,keep her within your heart youl feel the closeness there, thankyou for sharing your heartache makes mine trivial,
PennyEdwardes in reply to smurfette57’s comment, 5 months ago
Thanks smurfette….everyones pain is important…don’t forget!
ROSYART, 4 months ago
Dear Penny
Words cannot express
God bless you all and in particular Jessica
Rosy
PennyEdwardes in reply to ROSYART’s comment, 4 months ago
Thanks so much for reading Jessicas story Rosy! I often wonder when I look at my son if little Jess would have been similar! She would have been three on the 20th of March this year….
Richard Veal, 4 months ago
My thoughts and prayers are with you Penny. xx
PennyEdwardes in reply to Richard Veal’s comment, 4 months ago
Thankyou Richard…..I appreciate your kind words and thoughts! It really means alot!
photos40, 4 months ago
I’m late on this & I do apologize. This has got to be the most touching & the saddest thing I’ve seen anyone write. Your courage is inspiring & wonderful to behold. The loss of a child has got to be the hardest loss there is. My sister has lost 3 & has never given birth to any children. I know it must have been very hard for you to write & I commend you for it. Hang on to that memory because as long as you do she’ll ALWAYS be with you. My sympathies & prayers go out to you & your family.
PennyEdwardes in reply to photos40’s comment, 4 months ago
Thankyou so much for reading Jessicas story….I find that if I have the courage to tell her story, others may find comfort from it. Thanks!
valenciasmiles, 4 months ago
I lost my son. The nurse said “oh, no heartbeat” just like that, then clinically “these things happen”. He would be four this year. And it is comforting that you have the courage to come forward.
PennyEdwardes in reply to valenciasmiles’s comment, 4 months ago
I’m so sorry Valencia! It is a wonderful thing to share such experiences…I think it makes us better people!
ftruckgirl, 4 months ago
every one has said it all but in so many different ways so all Is left for me to say is my prays and thoughts are with you and I am sorry to hear about your loss as this is never easy for any parent to go through and I am sure you have touched many other parents that have lost a young child and have not been able to talk about it.
she is with the angles now and is safe
PennyEdwardes in reply to ftruckgirl’s comment, 4 months ago
Thankyou ftruckgirl! Your thoughts are appreciated!
NomadicGoddess, 4 months ago
When you read a story like this it puts things in to perspective, no-one should have to go through an experience like this, although I know many people do. As she is in your thoughts everyday, I am sure she is with you still on your journey, just not in person, stay strong
Jacqueline Baker, 3 months ago
Hi Penny just found you after doing a search on RB for ‘stillborn’ and it came up with you as well as me. My daughter gave birth to two beautiful little girls Emily and Amy 5 years apart, i was priviledged to be present at Amy’s birth. Now i have this drive to channel the grief in a positive way much the same as you by telling their stories through photographs. I am so sad that anyone has to experience this but we can reach out to others and hold their hand and allow them to cry and grieve. May God bless you in your endeavour to help others and that by doing so you will be helped yourself.
Mel Spittall, 2 months ago
oh Penny….i am so sorry…i can’t even begin to imagin what you would have gone through. you are very corageous for writing about it. i lost my dad a couple of months ago and am in tears as i write this. i still think of him every day also and i don’t think that will ever change. i like to think we will meet again in our next life. Your beautiful Jessica will always be with you….your strength is inspiring…..love and light xoxo
PennyEdwardes, 2 months ago
Thankyou so much everyone! It’s the kind words, thoughts and actions from people like you that make it an easier burden to bare….thankyou!
Thomas Pettit, 2 months ago
” And God will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away. ” Rev. 21:3
May this bring you hope, and may the hope bring you and your precious family comfort.
PennyEdwardes, 2 months ago
Thankyou Thomas….I really appreciate your thoughts and kind words.
Renate Dartois, 2 months ago
Dear Penny I just resd your story and I am deeply sadened I cannot imagine anythig worse than loosing a child. When my son was 2 years old we almost lost him he is 30 now but this night is as vivid in my memory than ever-even now somrtimes when an ambulance passes me on the street with the sirens going I get a sick feeling to my stoimach. My thoughts and prayers will be with you today and I am so sorry for your loss.
helene ruiz, 2 months ago
awe so sorry penny…..sending u love and my prayers
PennyEdwardes, 2 months ago
Thankyou Renarte and Helene!
Sszuch, about 1 month ago
Like everyone on here I am so sorry to hear about your loss. It is probably one of the most hardest experiences to lose a child. Its one of those things you will never truly surpass. I feel your pain… my neice passed away at the age of three in November of 2007. She was born very ill but it still was so heartbreaking and shocking to feel the emptiness she left. You are in my prayers and god bless.
PennyEdwardes in reply to Sszuch’s comment, about 1 month ago
Thankyou Sszuch…..it’s terrible to lose a baby, but to lose a small child would be absolutely devastating. Especially because they’ve developed their own personality, their own little thoughts and ideas. I am truly sorry to hear about your neice….my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
BarbL, about 1 month ago
Penny….although I have never experienced what you have, I could feel your pain. But, I think, what a beautiful gift to have…even for only for a short period of time. No one knows what God’s plan is but it is helpful to know that there is one and someday we’ll all be privy to it. God bless you…..
PennyEdwardes in reply to BarbL’s comment, about 1 month ago
Thankyou Barb…your thoughts are greatly welcome! Thankyou
CazzieCreations, 21 days ago
Penny I am so sorry ..it saddened me to read this!
sending you my thoughts, prayers and huge hugs!
PennyEdwardes in reply to CazzieCreations’s comment, 20 days ago
Thanks Cazzie! I only just put her photos on disc to print….we didn’t have a floppy drive! So I’m over the moon!