If Love is a Red Dress

pauldrobertson

If Love is a Red Dress

Watercolours on Paper
64×38 cms

it seems i am single again…

hurts like a BITCH don’t it?
DARKLING (mp3 by me sung by me recorded by me)
Hard clay and salt, a cloudwall or a ground shudder.
Ions into charged air, thrashed flowers and chewed fingers,
blood on the corner of your mouth.
A topiary of flesh, vents of skin and
bouquets of lips pressed to mine.
Deep furrowed and rendered stone over a dull baleful,
challengeless and soporific stare.
Cold metal against my cheek in my ears and falling from my mouth.
Turn your face from mine again, close your wet dying eyes and
tilt your arching jaw at the sun.
Tread softly, tread sweetly step lightly with picking care
shoulders hunched and knuckles white.
Pink tongue flicking between white eating bones and pushed through a staring cry.
Hold my hand again like it’s truth, small and comfortless, pale and ugly and fragile.
Half-lit and only what it is after all.
Pinch my palm and let’s run and run and maybe scream, turning our heads
with our teeth chattering in the wind in the night.
Flayed open like a romantic on a stretcher; pull the lights from my eyes they are
crossed out with bright red chalk.
Miss a few pages and find me a space on the panelling,
arms crossed against the small of my back,
nails tight and fierce in the morning sun.
Words spread out around you scratched deep
and hard into the floor written puckered testimony punctured and called.
Pushed and held against the sky like a bad coin.
Seven lines misspelled and annealed, annotated and confessed.
Sealed and heated like that, like us, spoken and contracted.
Like us, always leaving.
Thick with motion.
Slow with deliberation.
Loud like a pane of shaking glass.

Home now, go home my sweet born liar,

A final glance at the corner swelled up inside
Changed accelerated ameliorated and broken.
Placed and turned once more;
Flecked with hardness and foam
Inappropriate like a sharpened twitch

Collected and acquiesced
Like us
Tired and halting,
Clenched finger-prints over wet glass
and just one more FUCKING STEP
Wheeled and rattled and stabbed with a finger in the chest.
Chosen for it with a weave of threads
Exquisite and miniature,
Flush with their own heat
Heavy and viscous, slow with density
With care
With weight

Like us, exhausted, hesitant.
Breathless and lonely, oh lonely yes
Tricked into empathy betrayed and reaching.

As the light fades
As the game ends
As you close your eyes
Heartsick with it,
A hand hanging over the bedside
The other curled against
Your chest
Like a child.

If Love is a Red Dress belongs to the following groups:

All Things Poetic, Artistic, Philosophical, Love & Romance and Realist Traditional Art Available for sale as

Greeting Cards, Matted Prints, Laminated Prints, Mounted Prints, Canvas Prints and Framed Prints

If Love is a Red Dress by pauldrobertson
  • kathleen

    kathleen

    this is my FAVOURITE beautiful work paul as usual!

  • hatefueled

    hatefueled

    i agree, and the strippy socks make it so cool!

  • Shanina Conway

    Shanina Conway

    Beautiful Paul… the stripe socks certainly add an edge to it!

  • Heather Loster

    Heather Loster

    beautiful everything. she seems so lonely standing there in her red dress and striped socks. is she the lady who had broken your heart yet again? btw, i love the writing beside this.

  • michael51

    michael51

    this really good mate love the softness of the colours mate very good

  • Robin Fortin IPA

    Robin Fortin IPA

    This is Fabulous.

  • Nanmarie

    Nanmarie

    What fabulous color!

  • JP100

    JP100

    beautifull use of contrast and colour

  • Dee Boylan

    Dee Boylan

    You write so beautifully…love the title of this….I assume it’s from the song? I agree…..to a degree…the socks seem to be getting a lot of attention! They do add vulnerability to the painting…like a little girl dressed up in a “big girls” dress.

  • pauldrobertson

    pauldrobertson

    yes it’s from the song. :) glad u like the socks…

  • JennySmith

    JennySmith

    I like the colour in this, and the stripey socks!

  • pauldrobertson

    pauldrobertson

    the socks rule.. just gotta find some for me!

  • Rachael  Hope

    Rachael Hope

    this is so beautiful

  • doug61853

    doug61853

    gorgeous. Love the colors and the form of the model you used!!

  • pauldrobertson replied

    thanks doug… oh to do the same..

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