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HI EVERYBODY!!

Technically…

I’ve won eighteen awards in the real not-on-line world, one of them international and including the WA premier’s award from Geoff Gallup. He also opened my biggest exhibition in 2004.

I have a BA in fine arts, but learned to paint anyway.

Presently I have chronic neuropathic pain. It just started happening in about 2008. I still spend a great deal of every day in a great deal of pain. Because it is caused by a lesion 7 × 5 × 4 cm in my brain, it is very hard to get painkillers that will do anything.

I have had to learn that it is impossible to paint when you are in pain. I tried for a very long time not to believe that.

It broke my heart.

From late 2011 to the present, I have been writing my first novel.

It is the best thing that I have done.

pauldrobertson@hotmail.com

  • Age: 44
  • Joined: March 2007

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73,000 HITS! sex scene from my novel...

copyright paul douglas robertson / Excerpt from / “BROTHERHOOD OF THE SWORD,” / Book one: / “All that We Have Given” / i / Max led the girl into the house and cast about for a torch. Seeing none, he sighed, but then his eye fell on a lantern set back upon a side table. He fished out his flints from one of his bandoliers – the sparks were sudden, almost shockingly bright,…
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HISTORY OF MADNESS FINAL

They whispered in my ears and I listened. They kept me awake and sometimes it would sound exactly as if dogs were barking by my ear, and my name hissed over and over to me as I began to doubt. Never acquiesced never ever gave in and began to believe in the hardness of breathy hallucination only that I was worth nothing a fever of trickery swimming through think stinking mud holding pain like it’s…
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HISTORY RANT 4 - MANIAAAAAAA

“WHATEVER THY HAND FINDETH TO DO, DO IT WITH THY MIGHT. FOR THERE IS NO WISDOM, NOR WORK, NOR DEVICE, IN THE GRAVE; WITHER THOUGH GOEST.” / bible, ecclesiastes. / the text is one of the two quotes that i live by. the other, from the more respectable source of mr emerson, is about my work… yes. and my life also i guess. yes. / “TRUST THYSELF. EVERY HEART VIBRATES TO THAT IRON STRING.” / i went thr…
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HISTORY OF MADNESS

PART THREE. I should add before i paste MORE of my history rant, that my life is NOT like this any more. on december the 20th it will be the anniversary of 10 years without a drop of alcohol; though the bipolar got WORSE after i was straight. which i thought was just fucking UNFAIR. / Since then… well in the last year i have gone on dexamphetamine sulphate (known as dexadeine in the US;) a…
Posted almost 9 years – 9 comments
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