7.00 in the evening tried my partner to commit suicide by strangling.
I have prevented it with a force I don’t know of myself by tearing off the belt around his neck.
He did survive and is taken to a psychiatric hospital.
On the doorstep to 2011 a strong hero, a fighter is almost defeated by a severe life, his will power which was his strongest weapon in a life of misery is destroyed. It’s turned in wanting to be dead.
An ultimate cry for help…and now they listened and react on his and my constantly cries for real help…. I do hope it’s not too late and he will find his own self back for dealing with it. For me…I do what I can, no more I can do then survive and hold on to life. Trying to realize and see the good things are there still to…