This piece has been written for a new group called the sensual word. It has also been further inspired by some ideas that I have been sharing with other bubble members. I believe sexual union to be perhaps the most powerful experience any human can engage in.
However I also believe that we humans often tarnish our most powerful relationship gifts. I believe that we become overwhelmed when experiences are too powerful and we either try to dominate or hide from the external that we feel is providing the power.
Personally I believe each person has the power within themselves. That if we feel deep power we actually have it within us. I further believe that the essence of each human is sacred and pure. However many/most of us seem to fear life when it becomes too deep. Rather than delving deep inside for support and wisdom we become stubborn and fearful in our protective instincts.
I am a very sensitive person and feel life so deeply. For me physical union is one of the most sacred activities in my life. I do at times get scared of the power and perhaps the fear of loss. However whenever I feel fear I also have faith that an exploration of that fear will bring strength, truth and joy.
I have explored the sexual side of my life with as much passion as any other aspect of my existence. I have enjoyed some of the most amazing encounters with women where in the moments of the intimacy I have felt in perfect bliss. This bliss has come when we are both meditated in the moment. For me in these instances I feel so incredibly lucky to be alive.
Further these experiences have come in so many different places with so many different people. I do in my heart believe in soul mates and monogamy but believe that each human is best served to come to this place in freedom. So many of us approach relationships as a support base rather than a free union between two secure souls looking to enhance their perfection.
Another interesting aspect of my deepest intimate connections has been the feeling of God’s presence. I have been raised a Roman Catholic and have been conditioned to judge sex heavily. However in all of my pure sexual moments I have felt God present as a beautifully sacred and loving third member. I believe God is fully present whenever humans come together in open, honest and passionate relationship. It is only our judgmental minds that restrict his/her being able to join in our experiences.