I wrote this in my journal one morning. It relates to my own goal in life which is to become a truly loving, humble and strong man. The image is a self portrait that is meant to depict my integrity in achieving my goal.
Is to feel beauty, true strength is to not be rejected by seperation from that which we feel to be beautiful. To be so connected to yourself , to truth, to God and to others that yo see through the walls, blocks and repressed memories that so hide us from love. True strength is in the energy to not be rejected by anyone or anything. True strength is to keep enjoying life and it’s activities and to get to a place where we don’t fear loss. A truly strong, secure and humble person loves to touch and be touched. A truly strong, aware and humble person has no protective walls. A truly strong person does not take on guilt from others. I must be fulfilled, humble and abundant to be truly strong and loving.I must attain an inner peace where I do not rush and pressure people, even people who are rushing and pressuring themselves. Further I must find a place where I do not feel ripped off when people or life do not give me what I want. Few in life are reliable and respectful. Many are self absorbed and fake. However, as I know with my own personality, such things are sourced from weakness and unconsciousness. I must communicate with such weakness, be it in myself or others, from a place of calm compassion rather than hurt. The more I can attain such composure the closer I will get to one day truly loving myself, others and life.