Tales from an Artist's Journal...White Paper Terror

I wrote and published this article over a year ago, and the information it contains is still relevant today…it received a high number of views, so I felt it was time to have another look at the article and to explore more fully the topic of what I call “white paper terror” to that end I have rewritten some aspects of it...

White paper terror exists...I have seen it over and over in the classes I have taught over the years…that crippling sensation that attacks any artist as soon as a large sheet of white paper or canvas is put before them…there is an overwhelming silence as the painter stares blankly at the paper…two minutes before, they had thought they knew what they wanted to paint, now their minds are blank…it is really intimidating to a beginning painter, but I’ve also seen it terrorize experienced artists

In my experience, I found that making a mark, any mark, circumvented that agonizing moment when you’re staring at the paper and can’t decide what to paint…of course if we all follow all the so called rules and keep a sketch book, there would have any number of ideas to turn into paintings and this article would not be necessary…
But the problem for me and for artists like me, was and still is, that I hate to sketch
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Sitting around with pencils and sketch pad is not for me…I want to paint…so I do line drawings, basic outlines once only, and then jump in with paint…
I dream up techniques and make a lot of notes…..notes of subjects to paint, on textures, mediums, and colours as well..sometimes I follow through with these ideas, but many have remained in my files for years before I looked at them again.. still others are still there languishing, waiting to be turned into a painting…the point is that as soon as I write them down they go somewhere into the vault of my memory, and when I start to paint some combination of my ideas appear on the paper as if by magic..so if you are not into sketching, write notes and keep journals
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In addition to notes, I keep journals filled with paintings, some small, some large, and some complete enough to be considered as finished paintings..I paint in journals as often as possible...

Once you get past the fear, the question of subject matter pops up... for me it always used to be food first and foremost…then landscapes, abstracts and flowers last…as with my cooking, I like to do something different each time…lately it’s been portraits….many times I was told “you must have a body of recognizable work for a gallery to consider even looking at one of your paintings”, and that to me meant doing the same thing over and over again… like eating “meat and two veg” every day of life

The decision to please myself and paint what I wanted, in the way that I wanted, can be seen in my art pages…monoprint today, pastel tomorrow, inks the day after and mixed media the following day…the single element that ties them all together is the fearless use of colour…
If I do not have a subject in mind, I just start with the paint and let the colour tell me what to paint…e.g. when really stumped for ideas, monoprint is perfect……pour the paint on glass, turn the damp paper face down in it, turn up again and look at it…use the shapes that appear…if they don’t immediately shout ideas at you, leave it for a day or two, and come back to it later on

I have been repeatedly described as a prolific a painter…my response is that I am painting in my head all the time….by the time I get to the paper or canvas, it all comes pouring out, without my having to think to much about it…I paint quickly…I have to, as time for me is always of the essence, [I was, and still am raising a husband and a son]....when I was given a commission by a magazine, it was usually just before the shoot, so I’ve learned to work very very fast…that does not mean that all the paintings are finished quickly…some, because of the complexity of the subject matter, do take a very long time, so I tend to work on several paintings at the same time

To go back to the terror, not that we ever left it….let the colour dictate…forget the sketch pad and pour on any colour paint…don’t plan…stand up…...cover your work space with newsprint, wet your paper and pour paint freely….you’ll be surprised how effective it can be and you’ll never be intimidated by white paper again …Janis
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  • Alison Pearce

    Alison Pearce

    This is a fantastic article!! I can relate to the “colour deciding what will be painted, as some of the works I’m proudest of have arrived through the simple need to not waste my paints. Any paint left on the palette suddenly has to find a home on another page and often works out better than the piece I’ve just finished struggling over :)

  • Janis Zroback replied

    You can keep paint “alive” almost indefinitely…watercolour just has to be reactivated with water…acrylics can be kept in a wet palette, and oils don’t dry out very quickly…I’m glad you found the article useful Alison…

  • picketty

    picketty

    OK then… I have been in agony of procrastination since the painting urge (which has never left me) started to become strong around 8 months ago. I still am not into it except for a couple of small disappointments and a few very inhibited exercises. I know how happy I can be in the painting process and I hunger for it again but the WPT has me!!!
    Now… I will , will, will, start splashing and get back to you for further encouragement. If you dont hear from me come and poke me with your palette knife.

  • Janis Zroback replied

    I will do that… :))

  • blamo

    blamo

    The single element that ties them all together is the fearless use of colour…
    Great Thought …................... Janis

  • Janis Zroback replied

    Thank you so much Tone… :))

  • BLYTHART

    BLYTHART

    I keep a folder with articles in it about artist’s blank and how to get started on a picture. This is excellent Janis. I have taken the liberty of copying it into a word document. As is my custom I have added your name at the end of the article in case I ever forget who wrote it. I assume you don’t mind. It’s just for my personal use.

  • Janis Zroback replied

    That’s fine Dave…I’m happy you found it helpful…

  • BLYTHART

    BLYTHART

    I meant to say artist’s block :) Block … blank .. same thing I suppose :)

  • Janis Zroback replied

    I think it is… :))

  • Alexandra Felgate

    Alexandra Felgate

    Great article Janis, I really relate to the hating to sketch thing, and keep notebooks and journals like you do…..again, with thousands of ideas, more than I can ever hope to complete in a lifetime!!

  • Janis Zroback replied

    I am the same…someone will get those journals one day and complete some of the ideas…thanks so much Alexandra…

  • Lorna Gerard

    Lorna Gerard

    Fabulous Janis, you have translated so many of my thoughts and feelings around art. I also have a lot of sketchbooks but usually dive in when iam inspired, but it is always the challenge making the 1st mark, then letting go of the anxiety and worry about, will it be alright, because I feel most artists are never entirely happy with their art, they can always see ways to improve, which is good because it makes us better artists. Thanks again

  • Janis Zroback replied

    You are so welcome Lorna..I’m really happy you like the article and found it helpful…..

  • LeilaniMelayna

    LeilaniMelayna

    Excellent journal writing, dear Janis! Cheers to you for sharing this wonderful information with all of us!

    Smiles Leilani :o)

  • Janis Zroback replied

    Thank you so much Leilani…it is my pleasure…

  • Chris Baker

    Chris Baker

    How fascinating that you don’t do any sketching, Janis…. Matters not, your amzing productivity is an elaboration of your mental sketches no less!!!! :)
    I was intrigued by this statement also (quote): I was, and still am raising a husband and a son..
    Raising’ a husband ? Fun ;))

  • Janis Zroback replied

    I am flattered that you think it amazing…thanks so much…

    Lol…just my little joke…he agrees by the way…

  • webbie
  • Janis Zroback replied

    Wonderful news Thelma…thanks so much…

  • Chris Baker

    Chris Baker

    Good for you all – got a chuckle out of me ;)

  • Janis Zroback replied

    Lol….good…

  • Jim Phillips

    Jim Phillips

    I also don’t do pencil sketches anymore, sometime I will do watercolour sketches just to play out the composition from brain to paper. I’ve witnessed what you’re referring to in my classroom very often. I have my students keep an artist journal, but it’s more about keeping notes and examples of techniques and paint mixing notes than about idea sketches. The article really contained some great advice. Good work Janis.

  • Janis Zroback replied

    Thanks so much Jim…glad you enjoyed it…

  • C J Lewis

    C J Lewis

    Another fantastic article Janis … and what a great idea to do a monoprint like you described … never thought of that … lol. Thanks again for sharing :)

  • Janis Zroback replied

    You’re welcome CJ..glad you found it helpful…

  • izzybeth

    izzybeth

    Oh yes no kidding. blank page usually means procrastination

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