“It is December in the garden,
an early winter here, with snow
already hiding my worst offenses —

the places I disturbed your moss
with my heavy boots; the corner
where I planted in too deep a hole
the now stricken hawthorne: crystals
hanging from its icy branches
are the only flowers it will know.

_*When did solitude become
mere loneliness and the sounds
of birds at the feeder seem
not like a calibrated music
but the discordant dialects
of strangers simply flying through?

I have tried to construct a life
alone here … coffee at dawn; a jog
through the chilling air, counting my heartbeats,
as if the doctor were my only muse;
Books and bread and firewood —
those usual stepping-stones from month
to freezing month…
But the constricted light,
the year closing down on itself with all
the vacancies of January ahead, leave me
unreconciled even to beauty.
When will you be coming back?"…L. Pastan

• A huddle of ancient houses make up the farm…a solitary life with one away from home…daily chores can’t assuage the grief….this is the time of year when we all ask "When are you coming home?…

• Watercolour on Arches Not Paper…

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