Paranoid Delusions...

At a place somewhere far from here…
I have tried not to be afraid…

But I need it to be real…
not an unconscious reality…

Fading away in the aftermath…
Of my paranoid delusions…

I try not to be afraid…
I will open the eyes to my heart…

I will find a better life…
Far from here…

You tried to make it go away…
But you don’t need me…

I watch as you turn…
Slowly walking away far from here…

I close my eyes, feeling you go away…
Feeling myself turn gray…

I open my mouth to scream…
But these paranoid delusions, keep me away…

If this conscious mind denies me…
Did it all really exist…?

I will turn away, I will watch myself…
Returning to our unconscious reality…

- Christina Rodriguez ’11

Paranoid Delusions...

Christina Rodriguez

Bronx, United States

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Inspired by these thoughts on life. If the conscious mind does not display acknowledgement, did it all really exist?

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