Shop

Naylor

Naylor

Joined February 2008

Send BubbleMail

Yesterday, A year.....

Yesterday …. a year since my sons passing. People say alot about Father Time when trying to comfort or avoid conversation about Austin but for me, FOR ME , time has just gone by …. not gotten easier nor has the pain , the ache eased…
I miss him more than anything , some moments I am actually unable to move or think I can only fold up within myself and cry. BUT I am trying. I am sorry that I have not been much of an active member here on RB I just am not able to write but I come here every morning in search of your words and art that so help comfort me so much. I love you all ((((((((((((HUG))))))))))))

Comments

  • markhadafairday
    markhadafairdayalmost 2 years ago

    I wish you comfort

  • jainiemac
    jainiemacalmost 2 years ago

    you are loved so much and Austin will forever be safe in your beautiful heart .
    ((((((HUG))))))) Jane xx

  • Tracey Mac
    Tracey Macalmost 2 years ago

    Sending you love and big warm hugs Celena….I can only try to imagine how it must feel, but that sounds so lame I know…
    Take some photos and then cut and paste to make some images full of your feelings and thoughts…just an idea that might help you to vent sweetie…it can be really therapeutic and calming to concentrate on art, but like I said it’s just an idea and if you ever needed any tips with photoshop I’d be so happy to help you any time you want.

    My thoughts are so with you.
    xoxox

  • billyboy
    billyboyalmost 2 years ago

    Celena, you can but try. And the passinhg of time does help as it eventually converts anguish into amazing memories… but it takes time, and a year is no time at all when the loss is so great.
    I feel deeply for your thoughts today and you can be sure they`re shared by me and so many others here.
    And I agree with Tracie… I believe the more you converse about him and revisit images and embrace the things he loved, the sooner the conversion will take place and you can feel the warmth replace the void.
    Massive hugs to you :-)
    xo

  • WhiteDove Studio kj gordon
    WhiteDove Stud...almost 2 years ago

    I know…………..

  • autumnwind
    autumnwindalmost 2 years ago

    I don’t know…can only imagine… and that alone is unbearable. hope you know how much my heart breaks for you, and how much I would just want to do anything, to ease your pain and sorrow in the slightest. I am here, as I think you know, in friendship for anything…ever. ♥hugging you and not letting you go, shar XOXOXOXOOXXOXOXO

  • jacqleen
    jacqleenalmost 2 years ago

    (((((((HIGS)))))) xo

  • greeneyedlady
    greeneyedladyalmost 2 years ago

    the fruit drops when it its ripe….

    i agree with billyboy, a year is no time at all when a loss like this has shaken you to the core….be kind to yourself, let it out through any means necessary, and let it take as long as it needs to take….we’ll be here whenever you need a virtual shoulder (((((((HUG)))))))

  • TheWanderingBoo
    TheWanderingBooalmost 2 years ago

    (((((HUGS)))))

  • Judi Taylor
    Judi Taylorover 1 year ago

    I wish I could be with you today and hug you.