Feeling so confused ….. not sure what I should be doing with so many aspects of my life lately…... my work here I used to feel so confident about ..yet I am and have felt that my work is a joke compaired to what I see around me here on RB…
I am struggling to write words and my inspiration has been dampered so my camara has not been in much use either.
Sick of my brain and the way that it seems to go from one emotion to another so quickly…. how in one day I feel so excited and proud of what I have done here and in my life , and then I wake up the next day to feeling like I have been fooling myself.
I am not making much of an impact here really and I feel that I am wasteing peoples time and this sites space with my amature work.
Sure my friends here all say that my work is good and to keep on posting but isn’t that what friends are suppose to do??? Encourage each other … support one another …...I dont’ know I guess I am just thinking to much …. worrying to much about what others think .
I am scared to fail at everything that I do….. yet I am the reason I fail when I do …...
I hold myself back from so much for fear of failing that I don’t allow myself to accomplish what I know deep down that I can…....
ok …. I know I probly sound completely NUTS …....... hmmmmmm maybe I am !!!! something to ponder over for a few….
Thanks for listening …......... I really appreciate the chance to be here on this site with all of you and really am thankful for all the support I have received while being here !!!! You all are great artists and BEAUTIFUL SOULS :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Philosophy Lee, 2 months ago
“Success is not a place at which one arrives, but
rather the spirit with which one undertakes and
continues the journey.” Alex Noble
savosave, 2 months ago
I’m sure we all have doubts about our own work!In fact I’ve seen other photographers
on here that make me feel like giving up!.Just post the best you can do,you must be
your own worst critic,you will improve. Perhaps out of 50 images I take,Ill maybe only
post about only 3….of which I really like 1!....edit,and edit again!....
hilarydougill, 2 months ago
Sweetheart it is Pluto, he is confusing you, he is moving backwards in Gemini and as Gemini is ruled by Mercury – who in turn rules the mind, your mind will be in turmoil, should I do this, should I do that, should I do nothing? Fear not, hep is at hand haha. He starts to move forward on September the 6th and he completes his transit of Sagi on November 6th. He has been in Sagi for 30 years, and thank heaven he is on the move., but whilst he is here and playing with the mind, he is trying to get rid of all the past things in your life and bring in new., he is trying to make you make new starts., get rid of the garbage and baggage you have collected over the last few years, and bring forth new and better. Your work is good, do not doubt that, it is your mind he is playing with and making you doubt yourself. Come on!!! Up and at em!!!! Don’t let him rock your confidence. You are a unique being, a child of God. and you are a member of a lovely family called RB, what more could you want haha. Love and hugs Hilary xxxxx
alanalanalan, 2 months ago
Beautiful very lovelly…my friend!
besttimrek00, 2 months ago
You give people here too much credit and yourself not enough. Remember to breathe
Jim Caldwell, 2 months ago
You sound normal to me. We all go through these periods of insecurity, especially artistic, sensitive types like us.
fret not, keep truckin.
xox
TeriLee, 2 months ago
Oh hun, your images are wonderful and never fail to make me smile….as for your writing, well, in my opinion you have most the writers here blown away…I know you may not be able to believe that now, but trust that I would never let you make a fool out of yourself…if you posted something that was so bad…as you feel….I think you would get told…as suportive as the people here in RB an be….brutal honesty is also not in short supply….you are a valued friend and member of this community…I have been thinking about you and wondering where you were for days! You are loved! xoxoxo
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Dwayne Boyd, 2 months ago
C’mon…pick yourself up outta the dust. You kick ass! Where’s the girl that made me feel guilty for reading her stuff? Remember? You made me call my wife.
Hala E, 2 months ago
hey lady – dump the negative vibe and see yourself for the talent you are – and please don’t insult us – we don’t just comment on the work because we are friends we comment when it resonates – so face facts lady – ya got it goin on! and ya work rox!!!!
aspectsoftmk, 2 months ago
you touch my life…and my eyes.xx
Paul Rees-Jones, 2 months ago
Of course your nuts…I’m nuts…we that are nuts are the special ones…never forget that! Your writing is good, I would tell you if it was bad… : { )}
Chinaski, 2 months ago
I always find as long as you are honest in what you write, it will always succeed. If you hit a wall, write the most honest thing you can. It’ll help.
That or whisky.
chazz, 2 months ago
Hey NUT!!! Sounds like your thinking too much…Your work comes from your heart which makes it so good and a part of you (YES…I MEAN SPECIAL!!!) ...So stop thinking too much and use that gigantic heart you have for a bit and let the brain take a break.
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Skittlez, 2 months ago
First of all, you may fail if you try BUT you HAVE TO TRY IN ORDER TO SUCCEED! YOU are your own worst enemy, your very worst judge. Nobody said that this was an expert site, if it were, half of the people using RB would no longer be welcome, I honestly don’t think that you would be in that half! Of course you have mood swings, you’re a woman! Always look at the glass half full, which means have a positive outlook on everything. When you get out of a wierd mood that you have been in, take time to just write away or snap pictures. Maybe try a new form of art, something that you are not used to, something funky. Nobody can make you happy unless you are happy with yourself, find what makes you happy and do it!
Peace to you, I hope everything works out!