thanks for the kickstart.

I’m here,
at that point that
inevitably I knew I’d always get to.

Where you make me
Unhappy,
because I need more from you
and you’re just being
human. lazy. shit.

I can’t entertain you. not always.
Not today.
Probably not tomorrow.
Check on me on Friday.
Maybe I’ll have changed my mind.
(probably will have changed my mind)

I say things.
I know you don’t see them coming.
But I think. about us.
Don’t pretend like you think I don’t.

I’ve played the dangerous game
of it all fizzing out here. now.
for no reason other than, this is simply
as far as we can both go.

You’ve already kick started my heart again.
and had more time from me,
than I spend in what feels like
all my hours of sleep and awake combined.

We’ve been on a thousand dates.
we’ve shared amazing things.
yet i feel you are still
nowhere.
nowhere.
and i hate it.
as
i
hate
you.
as i feel you.
and
love
you.

but no more.

so thanks for the kickstart.

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