I will be your arrogance O God!
I will throw your tantrum!
I will say all the thing you should say
Bid me the freedom to be your mouthpiece.
O ye of litlle faith here you are again
Now you want to be my friend
Now you want your suffering to end
Enven though you caused the effects.
Now, Im not the perky God you seek
I give you a glimpse of life without the hope of me and you can barely live
You barely speak to me
You barely speak of me
You barely think of me
When everything is okay
You ask of me sunshine and no rain
Pleasure no pain
But you lack the faith to receive of me
You know not what true love is nor what to do with it
Your hands turn all they touch to dust
Youre as temporary as your remaining time.
Who is it you say I am?
Certainly not your God
You reverence me not
Why keep up this façade?
Dry your tears they mean nothing to me
Look at my sons tears
What value are they to you!
Your blood is foul curses to my soul
Yet I love you more than you will ever choose to know
You don’t know deep within lies truths you fail to seed
I know all through you
Even the secrets you try to keep
And yet you still choose to seek me not!
You know no pain!
You’ve seen no rain!
You know not what it is like to be insane
You know me not!
Forgive me Father for I have sinned
And it is in my darkest hour I come to you again
I was lost in my arrogance to ever think
That I could speak for you!
Ive must of lost my mind