Who are you ?
No, who are you really ?
Are you everything you hoped you’d be ?
When you were small…everything seemed possible.
You drew, created and wrote.
You expressed you…
So I’m staring through a tiny lens…
fleeting emails from my aunt
And I think that I can see light, see hope.
But I am wrong.
The cancer has consumed you whole.
The hum of your disin…
efficient wins.
you can now kill via computer.
un-manned planes fly above the enemy,
an ocean away.
create the command.
a compliant algorithm.
to,fro – to,fro and blam.
no need t…
it’s unsettling to hear silence when my life is one long stream of toddler consciousness – now, I want it, peeeze, mummy, mummy, mummy.
but when it’s gone, the silence I craved is hollow.
If my head
– ideas fizzing –
was placed on stronger shoulders,
then I wouldn’t slump
when rough-handed life grasps my neck
And squeezes…
If I’m going to have an artistic temperament,
I think I should learn to draw…
upon inner resources.