Don’t you see the influence you have on me.
The way I try to be just like you.
Can’t you see the only reason I am still here,
the way I wish you could be there when I cry or am all alone or don’t know what to say.
Every word you have ever said I study,
but yet you make me cry over and over.
I do care what you say.
When i am in a position when I am lost I think about what you would do. Then do it.
You ask me why I am so miserable.
Don’t you see the influence you have on me,
the way I try to be just like you.
I am only alive because i know you are here.
That your my hero.
That I do listen.
I do care. I do.
I just try to be like you.
I am miserable because for the last 7 years all i have done is tried to get you to love me. For you care for me the way you care for them.
Is it really that hard to understand,
you are the only true influence in my life, good and bad.
I do not care. Its the only one I want.
I do listen, I do care.
I am just trying to be like you .
I wish you would care for me 1/100 times that you do for them.
We look alike.
Is that why you hate me so much.
I understand that there are some things wrong with me,
I am not sure if this is who I am suppose to be.
But there are times I feel like a billion bucks and I realize every turn I made, I had you in mind.
I am your only whole. But some how I don’t even feel like I am a quarter. There not. But you put them first.
I realize that there family too. But could you act like I am here
Do you not see.
I love when you read my newspaper articles
when you show me a new trick on the wii
when you spend time with me.
But I hate when you push me away again and I cry, again.
I hate how your the only opinion I look forward to, but you always break me.
All I want is for you to notice me.