I can’t describe myself in a simple means, it requires the person wanting to know me, to get to know me. I’m kind hearted, I am selfless, I give and give until I’m bone dry, but keep giving.

I love conversation, intelligence is my thing. I am a third shift worker, my life is consumed by work in the late-nights, I write in my spare time, and photography is a passion.

  • Age: 29
  • Joined: October 2009

Journal

Hello, world...

Hello. Are you there? Are you listening? World? Hello? / I’m sad. I’m tired. I feel stepped on, invisible, forgotten. I am hurting, I am tired of hurting. Can you make the hurt go away? It pangs in my chest, tightens, aches, makes me cry. / I don’t want to cry. / Can you just look at me, and see I’m not alright? Can you be there for me, love me, hold me, tell me I’m going to be ok? / Hello. Are y…
Posted over 3 years – Leave a comment

A Little Ehh

Hey. / I guess it’s been forever. I’m tired a lot lately, and rarely writing. I apologize for neglecting this portfolio. I’ve been trying so hard to get myself back together. / I’m in an odd place with myself as of late. / I’m frustrated, often. Angry, defeated, depressed, exhausted, and so on. I have, however, been trying to spend time with friends more often. Commu…
Posted almost 4 years – Leave a comment

God loves his children, God loves his children, yeah!

I guess I really have dwindled from writing. From art in general. / So, here’s a quicklist of how 2012 has been going for me: / - I dated someone for 7 months, found of he’s an awesome con artist, got royally fucked. Whatever. / - Worked briefly at an awful paint plant. / - Enlisted for the Air Force / - Dating one of my best friends now / I am. Curious to see where things go. I like …
Posted over 4 years – Leave a comment

Worrisome Days Ahead

My mother and I had quite the discussion today. / Due to the past few years of unhappiness, she is divorcing my stepfather. The thing is, is I worry very much for her financial situation. I worry for her emotional support. I just worry. / He will be getting Echo, as she was a Christmas gift to him, so we will no longer have her. / I am unsure of how to look at, and/or handle this situation emotio…
Posted almost 5 years – Leave a comment

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