You blame me for every argument,
But you can’t see my thoughts to any agreement.
I want you to realize that I’m not the only one to blame,
But then for you to admit to yourself that would be a shame.
I do take on board what you say,
Especially if I don’t like anything said anyway.
I don’t hate you but sometimes I think you want me to,
Would that achieve to make a happier you?
You are always saying I’m stupid or dumb,
But then say you don’t say it or maybe some.
I can’t keep living like this,
You make my life hell not bliss.
I am not ever going to change as you said,
But I have changed as my emotions are almost dead.
I have tried to survive for so long,
But our friendship isn’t as strong.
Each up and coming fight is getting worse,
It’s more than just a few f words curse.
My eyes & ears are getting dreary,
This continuous love/ hate thing is getting weary.
There is nothing holding you here,
If you go I will give you no ounce of care.
I thought we were strong as friends,
But I guess this is where it ends.
I have one final thing left to say,
I am happier now than ever before because its today.