Smother
Cannot breathe – inside these walls so close.
Wretched soul – darken slowly with the hold.
Strangled heart – ever beating, wilder, darker.
Blackened thoughts – frought with anger.
Flesh crawling – dread becoming.
Tired mind – devoid of feeling.
Common ground – silently slipping.
You are gone – yet you still remain.
Love me – let me go.
Know me – see me become.
Hate me – be aware.
Forgive me – I know you care.
For all my wrongs – mistakes made.
Hearts broken – tempers frayed.
False truths – shattered trust.
Disappointment – If I’d stayed.
Hear me now – speak the truth.
You must move on – and live.
Trust again – love another.
Give your heart – find a lover.
Years we shared – good and Bad.
I always loved – though you thought not.
Cry your tears – as I cry mine.
Find yourself – give it time.
Please find your way – know yourself.
Find your trust – In another.
See me change – find myself.
Let go now – please don’t ….
SMOTHER
headfux
i can relate to this… great bit of writing, so very true.
missheels replied
Yeah – life is tough enough sometimes, without the added pressure of love gone off the rails. Deceipt and mistrust is the fastest way to ruin in a relationship, and the result? If you stay in it for too long without realising – you become trapped within a pattern of obsessive control. Live and let live.
headfux
i’m stuck in a rut in my relationship, i’m moving back to south africa for the summer for 6 months in december. i need a clean break. it’s becoming one big head ache!!!
missheels replied
South Africa sounds like a great move – 6 months of summer – Yay! Take the break and enjoy, we only live once after all!
mab62 - Mark B...
Be STRONG you know where you want to go – GO THERE and dont look back :-)
missheels replied
I’m on my way my friend, all in good time. Thanks :)
Judy O'Neil
Enjoy your holidays and ‘Take care of you’ missheels – luv Judy :)
missheels replied
Thanks heaps Judy – lovely to know you’re thinking of me. See ya’ when I get back!