Why does everything seem so surreal?
Why do I wish to be in worlds away?
These tornado sirens are like warning signals
to my subconscious
to my brain
to the part of me that wishes
I have no excuses for my thoughts
nor truthful explanations
Only the sure and quick and happening convergence
Something inside me has clicked together at last
And these things seem so clear and my thoughts
Something I have long missed and my body yearned to feel again.
Eons of time spent at energy and now, everything seems to have turned out the way it always does
I feel the need to satisfy the only reason my life was put into existence in this
This life is not worth my energy.
I cannot eat.
Fate is cruel and so is life in these cities.
I wish for greater things and all I can see is
a meaningless existence.
I have been told, recently, that I need help.