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Insubstantial [10-26-2010]

Why does everything seem so surreal?

Why do I wish to be in worlds away?

These tornado sirens are like warning signals
to my subconscious
to my brain
to the part of me that wishes
to escape
to breath
to die.

I have no excuses for my thoughts
nor truthful explanations

Only the sure and quick and happening convergence
of everything.

Something inside me has clicked together at last

And these things seem so clear and my thoughts
so natural
so primal;
Something I have long missed and my body yearned to feel again.

Eons of time spent at energy and now, everything seems to have turned out the way it always does
has
then
before.
I feel the need to satisfy the only reason my life was put into existence in this
frail body.
-

This life is not worth my energy.

I cannot eat.

Fate is cruel and so is life in these cities.
I wish for greater things and all I can see is
pavement
insubstantial repetition
a meaningless existence.

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I have been told, recently, that I need help.

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depression, depressed, free write, one liner, hermit, psychology, dark, contemporary

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  • ShadowDancer
    ShadowDanceralmost 4 years ago

    I hope that whatever pain caused this terrific write has dissipated and you are moving forward to new horizons. x

  • Ah…I wish.

    – Alexis Elizabeth

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