It is not what people may think. i don’t want to go to heaven to avoid the firey pits of hell. It isn’t the eternal damnation of torment i fear. No. Although these things will happen, this is not the reason i want to go to heaven. It isn’t death i fear, what the other side holds for me, dying in this venue.
Though preachers constantly spout hell, and the Cross as the instrument to escape it. i don’t believe that to be a compelling argument. It isn’t for me. Hell is imagination at this point, written in the bible as fact, and i know it to exist, still knowledge of its existence is not why i want to go to heaven.
My reason is simple. Fellowship. i want to go to heaven, not to be pulled out of the fire so to speak, it isn’t being singed that inspires heaven inside me. i need to be with MY SAVIOUR. i need HIS LOVE. TO THROW THE CROWN HE WILL GIVE ME AT HIS LOVELY FEET. TO SAY “HOLY, HOLY, HOLY!” with the angelic choirs. To give my praise to HIM. To lay at HIS HOLY FEET. i am home. "YOU comprehend my path, and my lying down and are aquainted with all my ways. " (Psalm 139:3) Of everyone who has ever loved me, touched me, known me, and to those I have loved and touched, and known no one gets me, like MY SAVIOUR.
HE is MY EAST, MY WEST, MY NORTH, MY SOUTH,
MY LEFT, MY RIGHT,
MY UP, MY DOWN,
THE ONE WHO STICKS CLOSER THAN A BROTHER,
The PLACE where I am no longer misfit, but princess.
To finally stay with HIM, not have our union broken by the intervals of the day with all of it’s demands. Quite frankly, i miss JESUS. i miss HIS PEACE. i desire HIS PERFECT LOVE. i finally will have my tears wiped away for good. Everytime i am with HIM, and i expel my tears, i am brought closer to MY LORD.
Heaven for me is only about being with MY LORD. It is finally kissing HIS FEET AND THE HEM OF HIS RIGHTEOUS GARMENT. This is why I want to go to Heaven.
Dedicated to MY LORD JESUS CHRIST. Because I love You. Heaven is all about THE LORD JESUS. Heaven is about being with GOD an eternity. This is the joy Heaven holds for me.