mimi yoon

i haven’t been… i don’t like to watch tv…

thanks henk, but that depressed me more… now i can’t go home… and i have to grow earthling’s flowers in my head…

are you in southern california too??
it is wonderful… the weather… grey… cool… wet… dark…
but i just can’t relax… hence no room for creative mind to play… and i still have to go to work @4… i’m out of canvas… i think that’s what the problem is…

thank you m… xx

are you in s.cal?

i remember that video… thanks for sharing, john… i like that train… !!! : )

WOW!!! T H A N K – Y O U ! ! !

i’m watching it right now… HUH???

beautiful images… i’m gonna go back for more… thanks, aaron… : )

should have done that… i should’ve tagged along with you… we are literally neighbors considering where this site is… did you know that barnes & noble may shut down? and many of starbucks too? hope you’re feeling better… thank you, jacqleen… : )

thanks alvaro… i had a cup too many today, and i feel very restless… walking sounds good… i’m gonna go to my work and paint my anxiety away now… or least try to… and a shot or two of sake and will relax for the weekend… you have a very happy weekend, alvaro ! ! ! : )

yes, we should meet… if b&n folds, there’s always borders… i was thinking… magic mountain would’ve been wet and fun… i know it’s by you or disneyland would’ve been fun too (it’s right by me)... knott’s, i don’t really like although it’s even closer… do they even open on rainy days????
thanks jacqleen… talking silly’s fun at times… have a great weekend… now i’m gonna go paint my anxiety away…
: )

i didn’t understand a word she said… i guess i don’t have what it takes… btw, is she one of your girls, steve???

my work does not bore me… it completes me rather…
this was an anxiety attack i was having because i couldn’t satisfy my urge to create…

sounds lovely euan…
thank you so much and hope you have a great weekend… : )

i went to work… it doesn’t start til 4:00… 4:30… 5:00pm… or whenever i want…but today, 4:30ish… ruined a nice linen canvas… spilled a half jar of my precious black paint… got paint all over my brand new and soft hoodie… and had a shot of sake with dinner… watched traitor video… and now i am feeling a whole lot better… : ) : ) : )

but next time, i’m doing the walk in wild weather… : )

thank you medusa…

i like your poem, roy…

i have no patience… can’t sit and wait for the gears to engage…
what if a month and a day come and go… i’ll go get some oil… you know the kind that you squirt into squeaky door hinges… it is oil, right?

orange pills… someone should invent orange pills… : )
i read some place that orange is the color of creativity... i don’t know if it is true…

it will come to me… it always does…

you write beautifully and thank you…

cranberry juice… : )
and you?

orange is the color of creativity? i think i read it somewhere on f-site, somewhere between your or/and m.a.’s page… does that mean you’re (or actually since it is now 1:30am-ish in cali)... you were feeling creative and i missed it? or is it always your color?
thank you michael… i do look good in grey… in any color… :P

that was fun… thanks, jake…
how are you?

ok : )

thanks steve…

i’m really relaxed right now and what creative block are you talking about??? :P :P :P
i don’t know… i think i still have it, but i’m relaxed at least…

i went wild with a canvas today and ruined it, passionately… but that helped me…

i’ve been wondering, steve… all of the work you create, are they commissioned or do you exhibit and sell them?

my ruined canvas and hoodie made me smile today… thanx mx… : )

and have a great weekend…

i like that, leith and thanx… good remedy… good advise… good solution… i usually do all that anyway… but what do you paint, when you don’t feel anything?

hi gregory… posted a comment on this journal entry?
please clarify, because i don’t remember deleting any comment intentionally… at least not yours…

hi SaRaH… and i tried… didn’t work… so i painted something in orange and black… and it did work… thanks~ : )