What isnt true is never there
No matter how much you want it to be
What lives in rhymes and fantasy
Is invisible and hard to see
What you think you know
Think again theres something that your missing
As small as it may be your looking straight through
Your looking straight through me!
Im not so quiet that im invisible
Im not so dull that im unbelievable
Im not so stupid that im gullible
But at this stage im vulnerable
Look at the marks, the marks all over
Tell me what you see!
Is it self harm, reality or is it all just a bloody dream
I think i feel it, i think i know
But i never, ever bleed
Perhaps my tears have all dried up
The dams are all but dead.
With this breath that ive held in, the longer that i wait
The more it presses on my lungs the heavier it becomes
My heart is breaking piece by piece
The shards they pierce my soul
I never listened to my intuition and look at where i am!
I soulless being from your deepest dream
I have no idea!
Its one of those mindless things
I think you can tell with how it turned out
That im not happy right now
Featured: The Beauty of Poetry – July 10th 2009