she watched all those horror movies and slasher flicks
because she had to know it could be worse than this

  • Joined: July 2010

Journal

where would you go?

i was always told to go after life and do what feels right, but is that still good advice when it always ends in pain? / you dont jump off a bridge multiple times to see how long it takes you to die. / so… / with everything going on i feel so alone, wanting someone to reach out to me but everytime they do i push them away. i guess i know theyre not up for really wanting to know whats going …
Posted over 3 years – 1 comments

why i cant be yours

first, i’m not pretty. so you shouldnt want me anyways / i know i’m a size 0 but i dont think i’m skinny enough. i never will. my abs arent hard enough, my ribs dont show enough, my legs arent lean enough, i have no arm muscle, my toes are ugly. i will never agree when you tell me i’m skinny. / i will never accept any compliment from you. i wont. because i know i dont dese…
Posted almost 4 years – 6 comments

things i have to do that will stress me out but i have to do them anyways or she'll disown me. again.

1. talk to the school councilor about doing those college classes during my current sophomore year but our school is so broke they might not have a councilor and that alone is more important than the few people i trust but i know you’ll make me transfer somewhere else anyways / 2. finish my chinese hw because if i dont you will lose face because your daughter doesnt speak your language and …
Posted about 4 years – 3 comments

Sunday Playlist

hold me down by motion city soundtrack / [Video] / remembering sunday by all time low / [Video] / undisclosed desires by muse / [Video] / last night by motion city soundtrack / [Video] / mr. brightside by the killers / [Video] / nine in the afternoon by panic! at the disco / [Video] / you be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground by mayday parade / [Video] / substitution by silversun pickups…
Posted about 4 years – 1 comments