~*~My Healing Journey~*

I think your inspirational message will help people after reading this, as not many people know where to start when in this state of mind, & I’m sure that most people on R/B can see that you are a talented artist that is enjoying life once again, all the very best to you!

May a rainbow touch your shoulder, Midnight, :)

My Dearest Leah….......I am so glad your journey has brought you to a happier place. You are such a beautiful young woman with the most outstanding, creative skills….....you should be proud of your accomplishments Honey…....your art is such an inspiration to many….....I am truly glad to know you are okay….....you’re a very Special Lady…......Be safe my Friend! Big Hugs & Kisses, Ruthie xxoo

fabulous story and so encouraging to see you come into the ligfht to play!! you have beautiful eyes , and only just begun xxx

Leah, I am so touched by your beautiful words. You are a survivor and have overcome some very difficult obstacles and adversity in your life. It is not important how we deal with what happens to us and you are a shining model of a wonderful spirit for out of darkness has reached the light. As Jung said, only through pain can we evolve to a higher level of consciousness. You have so much life to live and beautiful children who love you. You deserve every moment of joy and health that you have achieved through hard work.

the longest hardest journeys are to the best of places.
thank you so much for posting this.

Good for you sweetie!! xox

healing is a process for us all hun. Am just teaching that to someone close to me now and to help them understand that it’s ok to take your time to heal….love you loads my beautiful friend! Thank you for having such courage and honesty so that others can love and embrace your healing process

I understand how hard depression and pain can be. I’ve been strggling with panic and anxiety for years and you are so right, we have to let go of our past and trust what is meant to be. It is how we become stronger and it makes us who we are. I still search for peace, I am so happy you have found it. you’re awesome! Renee:)

Beautiful words from a growing soul…inspirational to say the least. Wonderful Leah! Just fantastic! :)

thank you for sharing this time with us all i value what you have shared. you have a beautifull aura around you keep the light shining

Wow….. great ….. lovely,,,,,pic and write up…... I wanna note …evey word you….write….you are touched by Divine….. Love it lovely….dreamer

Please see my work… Imagine NOw: Heavenly Earth , art and Journals

You are such a gift & to want to share your light only shows how incredibly special you are
Your talent is born from your soul & l am so fortunate to witness such wonder XXXXXXXXX

How beautiful you are Leah…inside and out! : ) We have a duty to share our discoveries so that the people still in pain can see there is hope.. if we save one life..it is worth it! Bless you, Wen xox

Beautiful words – a beautiful image – and a beautiful soul.
Thank you so much.

Wonderful words and portrait ! Thanks for sharing your story! :) Mekea

leah i am not qualified to tell you, where to go with your art, but you draw wonderfully, i,m self taught my self and have come through the back door by teaching art to my self, so i guess i am trying to say seek out help in your art and you will become more adventuious in how you expand your different styles and be a more complete artsit and person on life,sorry but the badnews it is a struggle all your life with valleys and mt. to climb as long as your alive i am a very! old man and still each day i have to adjust my feelings and thinkings, but the good news is you win every day by hanging in, you are not alone in pains and other ills, so prevail each day be happy you have souls that need you love them, and mostly love your self fall in love with leah for give you first for real or imagined faults we are all humen i do love your drawing it so cool and right! hang in lordie i have to fight for each drawing if i try to make it realisum hey i fight dyslexia and once i had panic disorder soo bad and made it go away by education and will by for now cheer up we win by saying no to the dark side

oh kingman?az if so i remember going into a cave there with my wife and three daughters long ago there was a long long dead ? 13,00years?inthat cave if i remember? you nay have been there once if kingman az?

haha sorry sloth! in the cave thats what i get for writing too fast and with out my glasses

yes part of you may? be disabled but a greater part is fantastic, so lean on the good parts leah i dont know what you are talking about, i am sure it is true but there must be some help, to make more of what you do have, to work with,please go to a ?information area in your comunity to see what help you can get, to more fully use all the good parts i am not taking away from what you know your limitations might be, but hope is a fairy you can use and make the most of, god bless you,leah,so many of us are just making it. but dam! we keep going on i know about disablity i took care of a dying wife who was much younger then me for 7 years, but even she had courage more! then me so seek help if its out there, you do have a gift, fill you home with it and it will ift you maybe not feed you. but lift yes!! oh i have a disablity too me!! but i love me and you too haha talk to all who will listen and maybe you,ll get the right one soon? to help you more/mean while art art art ok? hugz

leah forgive me writing again. but i had to say i am so so? no sorry does not do it, i am heart broken for your unwanted ,unasked for fate, god bless you, leah, it seems this life of ours is a mist at times with each geting both good times and awful things that befall us, i have no longer answers and even words are empty and ?all they can,t say, yes i miss my wife she was 9 years yuonger then me and i had always thought she,d dust my ashes over the hill i sent hers away on into the endless bottom below, to feed springs new life on that hill we used to hike up to to see the lake below hundreds of feet below, so yes i miss her, she taught me much and was a better person then i,ll ever be- she was brave i was a at times no all that brave guy, it is strange how life spins and turns but all we can do is spin with it or it distroys ahead of our time, i hope and pray there is much? your dr,s can do for you/ to make you day and night as easy as possible? i hope you have family support?and encouragement too from your loved ones? mostly i know it sounds shalow but prayer? at lest helps with hope?and friends too, please do not stop your art leah, the children will want all of you and get you via your aart when your dont feel healthy enough to tend them, i told you i have three daugthers like you they too are going though difficult times,so your pains are too well understood yes the caves i speak are old old too! it was long ago so i have forgotten the name of them but they were impressive i hope you have been able to get around this country before you became ill leah? where you are is so much beauty and wild country too i once went down the grand caynon on a mule it was soo funnyand soo beautiful too and hot! at the bottom i had my wife take a picture of me hanging off a clift there she wanted to kill me for being do stupid haha but i lived, i love all the ols old am,indian ruins there too been to most of them i used to take photos of the old petroglyths and put them on rocks in my yard back home haha people would see my indian petroglyths in my yard and haha want to arrest me for stealing them haha i did them i,d tell them . well good night leah hang in there is always hope for one more day of less pain less sadness and disapointments take care hugz from me

leah good morning to you! another day on earth! its raining here and i am about to head into my living room and set up my art things to paint but first ithought id say hello lordie! i hope i can half live up to you kind words, i do try to be a decent soul,leah but i am far from perfect,all we can do is put ourhand out and who shaks it, has to deside if we meet their?interests or needs? i am happy, you seem to have a deep well of self found peace, that is brave of you under the things you are going through,i am happy i got to read your story too we need humbling some times and reading other trials makes us say dam i am a cry baby, look what they! are going through,so together we hang on and go on till we have met our soul and it is at rest with the stars and heavens of destinations,have the best day you can i have to go but god bless leah hugz

Wonderful journey
I too fall into deep depression
Sites like RB really help
If I Chanel my energies then I am saved

I bet if your soul has awoken this way that you have healing abilities, even if you have not yet discovered them.

I discover I too can heal by accident my girlfriend brought home some books on alternative healing, since she was studying nursing. I decided I would prove that spirtual healing was a myth and discovered quite the opposite.

If you have an ability stand up hold both your arm up and away from your body. Out stetched. Then bring both hands together but very slowly. You will feel at some point a sensation. Repeat this until you are familiar with the sensation. This is your aura!
On a good day you will be conscious of how far away your hands are when you feel it, on a bad day our hands will be quite close. Try it

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Heroic endeavors are not those we crawl through and come out the other end of a better person. They are the ones that while we are nearly suffocated amid them come to the realization that we alone are the means by which to ultimately breathe life back into ourselves and our perceptions.

Congratulations, we’ve been awaiting your arrival pretty lady.

thanks midnightdreamer for your wonderful comment.

happy you are still with us…..... as you have alot of talent to share with the world love your stlye and your gallery best wishes Rey

Hi Leah, and to all the wonderful RBers above, Very special writing from a very special girl. I under stand depression very very well and far to often, so I can understand, Art is the answer. Regards Mel

Wow, very well written and I am soooo glad you are out of that dark place you talk about.