she was a small town girl with her pony tail up high.
blonde on her head, and blue in her eyes.
even her flaws were flawless, with not one thing
to worry about. she’d scream for attention,
when only she didn’t know any better.
she cried when she wanted something real, real bad.
then she grew up, and the city was like her state.
she made friends at school, when people would say,
“there’s no such thing as enemies.”
but soon enough, the ball struck the goal
as she attempted to guard it. it was soccer
who turned into her best friend.
she got fierce in her eyes when the crowd started cheering.
not long after, the gossip appeard as her problem.
flawless turned into flaws with no question about it.
she soon dropped the soccer ball, and began to bounce it.
basketball was this girls favorite sport now.
but of course she had grown up, and was smarter than most.
she always made the right decisions, and never gave up
her education. but then things changed again and the drama
all poured in at once. only in minutes,
she was surrounded by fakes, by liars and haters,
by wanna-bees and by show offs. she was lost in her
head, but knew exactly what she wanted in her mind.
love hadn’t struck her sense she met that first guy.
but her occupation in life, was too much for love.
volleyball was the thing she loved to do most.
all day and night, school practices and games.
she loved every moment of it, she was a big part of
the team. but now this girl has been through a stage
in her life when matureness was a must.
difference was her motto, and being yourself was a beautiful thing.
but then….
she had lost her brother, which was the worst of the worst.
she hadn’t thought much about it until it hit her
the hardest. she misses him until this day.
and just wants to be in heaven with him, each time
he’s in her head. “it sucks” she said with a sigh.
but until she dies, she’ll never know why he left her..
Lys •
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youre beautiful