mermanda

mermanda

Olympia, UNITED STATES


MCN: W6MSF-311B2-8K49W

Contact me via bubble mail or email; prettyeys@hotmail.com
(yes, one E on eys)
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I’ve been called;

CRYPTIC
gifted
" stoic " maybe
" aloof " no not really
diverse…for damn sure
misunderstood and hidden
subtle quietness with captured desire
a yearning to grow
a lovely girl
expressively proud
incredibly bold
“your not fragile like an egg
your dangerous like a grenade”
“a pain in the ass, like broken glass”
“stubborn”
“don’t over think things Amanda
we all go through shit”
“stop worrying all the time”
put on some perfume
and cover over it
a pink volcano
ready to erupt
a little lioness
ready to jump
a profound Goddess
a white Witch of Words
even Frodo Baggins
the Hobbit with the world in a ring on his neck
repressed and angry
hiding it so well
venting through the words
eager as hell
the sapphire sea of my eyes
the mystery
intriguing

Know this about me
I won’t go down
without a fight
and the battles I’m in
I usually win
I mask myself with anger
defense mechanism
and what I fight for
is more than just skin
its the deeper things
hidden within
what life is about
what will you fight for?
who can really get down to our cores?
who to let in
when the rain sets in
who to trust when we feel about to bust
cause through all the wars
humans need much more
than to sit idle inside
brain-washed and ashamed
break free from the game

With my grenade
and my pink champagne
or the volcano erupting from rage
I could conquer and defeat
take down those who stand up
for all the wrong reasons
hit them in the gut
with a few rhymed words
cause this is all I have
have to prefect
my curse
rewrite my history
and take back what was stolen
give the ones around me
fighting next to me
a chance to see the beautiful side
a chance to be happy
I would die for any of them
so the reason I fight
I won’t give in

So tell me again
what’s wrong with my head
a girl in a cage
of my own welding
fabricated dreams
metal corroding
rust setting in
cancer exploding
where is the grenade
to blow up what I’m holding

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Beautiful work!!! Congratulations placed in the Top Ten!
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  • Joined: June 2008

Journals

I Have Been Sick
I wanted to let everyone know I have been fighting something lately, hence my lack of comments and replies. I am physically and mentally exhausted, and nothing is coming out in my writing. / Thank you all for your support. / I wouldn’t be the same without you. / xox
Posted about 1 month – 8 comments
I'm Taking Some Time
Posted 3 months – 5 comments
I am so EXCITED!!!!
Posted 6 months – 17 comments