SO this particular picture was a self examination, and not of the doctors type(LOL). I have self confidence issues, with the way I look. Last weekend I did a shoot of a beautiful girl who had such self confidence issues it almost kept her from doing the pics. It occured to me as I was encouraging her and telling her that what she was “seeing” was not a reality , that I was a hypocrite of the worst kind. There are reasons I hide behind my camera, it’s safer there!!!
For all honesty sake. I am a 5"8" female, size 10, and 150 lbs.
Pre-babies was a different story. I am learning to love me and my body, just the way it is, imperfect, and real. SO HERE I AM.
Every flaw, and dimple of “real” curves are all my own.
Not to mention EARNED.
Posting this has caused me NO END of anxiety, but with a little encouragement from Vonne I am making the leap. So these are all the pieces of me. The good, the bad, and the flawed and the beautiful, to encourage those who are hiding to feel a little freedom.