A life changed

I breathe in and I breathe out
I put one foot in front of the other
Life is colorless and mundane
I get up
I go through the motions
I go to bed
I fight the urge to be near you
Your voice haunts my dreams
Your face fills my mind
Sorrow seeps into my heart
at the mention of your name
At night I find it hard to breathe

I long for your skin
a craving that never gets satisfied
the touch of your lips
the taste of your tongue
as it mingles with mine
probing and exploring
demanding yet pleading
Sigh

Your body is a map
I know it’s coordinates
I can recall every detail
every mole and scar
every freckle
I want to retrace every step
Hot tears prick my eyes
at the memory of your body merging with mine

How can life deal such a cruel fate
to spend the rest of my life without my soulmate
to have him once
and let him go
my bed is so cold
he will never grow old
forever the same age
while my life always in change
I breathe in
and want to hold it forever

  • DanaMS

    DanaMS

    Beautifully written.

  • MaryK replied

    Thank you so much! I am honored

  • Selkie

    Selkie

    God, i know how this feels…so beautifully written.

  • MaryK replied

    Thank you. I’m sorry that you have had to experience this… wish you peace. xoxo Mary

  • DarKarsean

    DarKarsean

    beautiful and heartfelt…Tony

  • MaryK replied

    Thank you.

  • mychaelalchemy

    mychaelalchemy

    it is said that we may have many soulmates in a lifetime but only one twin soul,
    soulmates may come and go, but a twin soul, once found will never be rent apart…

  • MaryK replied

    I don’t think my twin is in this lifetime- wouldn’t I feel it?

  • mychaelalchemy

    mychaelalchemy

    I don’t think mine is either, but you are still young, don’t give up hope…

  • MaryK replied

    I’m an empath you figured I could feel it…

  • Shoaib .

    Shoaib .

    love it !...

  • MaryK replied

    Thanks!

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