mando13

ALL OUT COMMITMENT TO MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY CREATIVE OUTPUT

Some people do Therapy
Some acquire Addictions
I do Creative Mad Stuff + Laugh at Myself as much as I can but Singing is my Glory + thats when I experience a connection to a supply of good things + when I know that My Life make Sense .I feel like I can express all that I feel inside in that Spirit of Oneness + get paid for what I feel in expressing whats in my Heart.

Sometimes I sits+thinks of all the good ideas I want to move towards in my music and othertimes I play my guts out until I hit this zone of indescribable joy,bliss,openness,+ connection to an infinite supply of peak expressionism where my being shimmers with oneness+authentic uninhibited outflow yet totally in the moment+with effortless self control.
sometimes I’m just so ordinary + cannot imagine why anybody would ever want to do this to themselves.
My legwork requires rest ,diet, exercise, escapism,mindless turn off activities+quality alone time arriving at the take off point with poise yet total vulnerability and a willingness to make a total fool of myself while internally fighting with my voices insisting that I instigate all manner of preparations+protection from interuptions when the best always comes from a spontaneous relaxed train of consciousness through singing,feeling and playing guitars.
My own intensity undoes what I can do easily if there are no expectations or deadlines.

DOES DOING +
HARD GETTING
FORGET MY BEING ?

This is my personal challenge in Life

There’s nothing I need to do to be who I truly am within my urge to express this love creatively or otherwise

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