Lucidity of self

I have moments of lucidity
When I believe
I am who I used to be
I convince myself and the listener too
That every single word is true
We are both decieved
He believes
Yet in my dark waking hours
The truth is far from the words I speak
In daylight moments
Left alone
Another person
Very much exists
That person is me
No control or stress or pressure
Quiet time is needed
More and more
The boiling cooker is always on
Just waiting for the valve to explode
Eventually to implode
Lucidity of self……………………………………………….

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The changing face of a life once lived, to that same life lived today, so far away, yet connected to all strife that has occurred.


loss, people, care, mental health, life, change, stamina, grit, strength, survival

Lyndy is my preferred name, not harsh in any way
Children of mine
just one survives
I love him.
Me I try to carry on
and express my life
the best way that I can
through images and writing
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    MINDSETover 1 year ago

    Oh yes to dig into the mind, soul and heart and find confusion, pain, and overwhelming aggrivation to wear us everyway possible to unlimited fury… this is intense…

  • mordechai
    mordechaiover 1 year ago

    Don’t know where this is taking me, but I love the ride…

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    tori yuleover 1 year ago
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    Photography b...over 1 year ago

    Quiet time is needed
    More and more……………..

    this describes the NOW in my life, wonderful writing Lyndy – perhaps I can find myself in the quietness !!!

    Congratulations on your very worthy Features, my friend – may this coming year be everything that you so richly deserve – xx

  • Donna19
    Donna19over 1 year ago

    An interesting work Lyndy. Really provokes thought.

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