Questions flutter about from a source that seems so distance in my mind, a source concealing a mass of mental matter. Feelings of blue hues deep in the back of my minds active imagination, forming images of various thoughts; all caught, as if stuck in an oppressive web of some sort. This web, made of a substance consisting of multiple negative self perceptions conjured by my own mind, occupies area in my mind as a hazardous clot of misconstrued thoughts and ideas that stand idle, yet all the while generating random feelings unbeknownst to my conscience mind. As tangled as the web of desultory with in my head, my emotions spark and flare in an ignited reaction that manifests my minds attempt to perceive the blockage of multifarious brainwork.
Could both the web and its ramifications all be consequences themselves? Could the web be a form of personal punishment for my own defective self confidence; or a tribulation set before me as a learning opportunity that could be used to better this sequent outcome ensued by me due to multiple possible reasons? Will the Blue Web always be there, is it part of me; or is the Blue Web the symbolism I use to give logic to my conceptions of my thoughts, ideas, and emotions? Could the Blue Web be a perception in itself, one of normal occurrence? Do you have a Blue Web?